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2012-02-11T19:27:00.002+08:00

Xoxo.

Party rock is in the house tonight~

2012-02-11T01:07:00.004+08:00

DANCE NIGHT IS OVER. :(

Tsk damn sad can, will miss ogls like hsihyee, carolyn, jeslyn, alene, jiaxian, karthik and brian. </3

Yes I wrote down all of their names in the end because it feels mean to leave some people out LOL.

Okay anyway, trained to skool with porky, matthew and mokcheong!

Weird right, but I shall explain all our connections - Me, matthew and mokcheong were all from wrps, and porky is in the same og as mokcheong!

So yeah, makes sense right?

And physics diagnostic test was... we had to complete 60mcq questions in 50 minutes.

Yes I wanna go and bang the wall now LOL.

But today was cool because we got to sit in the same lt, and the same seats for 3 hours. :D

AND I HAVE TO MENTION THIS, ego booster was super touching I think. :')

Okay basically we sit around in a circle, and pass around pieces of paper with our names written on it, and people will write a short (or super long) letter to you! :>

Most common words on my piece of paper: szb/crazy, high-pitched voice, hyper and..... CUTE.

YAY I'M CUTE.

Was supposed to go for netball tryouts with fatima, but the ego booster was so (Y) that we decided not to go hahahaha.

Dance night was crazy.

And I don't really have any words to describe it LOL.

JUST KNOW THAT IT WAS FUN AND AWESOME.

Will miss OG9 soooooo much after we get our classes, why can't our og just be our class!?

Do not understand why they're forcibly separating us when they forced us together in the first place. >(

AND I'M ONLY BOARDING IN MAY WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO KTHXBYE.

;)

2012-02-09T22:36:00.000+08:00

Okay for about a few days, because stephen kept saying he's an art student, I assumed he's in the arts stream! But today I realised that when he said art student, he meant that he's taking ART not that he's in arts stream, and he's actually taking hybrid LOL. K damn paiseh I swear I burst out laughing in front of my laptop likka idiot. ;x

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SHORT UPDATE FOR Y'ALL BEFORE I START STUDYING FOR PHYSICS DIAGNOSTIC TEST TOMORROW.

Today was second day of lectures... and it was awesome. ;)

Because there's only 2 lectures for today = 2 hours of lessons!

I think I have found peace because I finally have a bunch of friends who are willing to discuss stuff like, "So when the marginal cost is equal to the marginal benefit, the net benefit relative to the...."

Idc if you think it's geeky because I think it's cool hehehehehe. :B

Okay so had lunch with og mates after lectures, and we went to the oasis to... play monopoly deal!

I HAVE NEVER WON A SINGLE GAME K, I WONDER WHY. :(

And yes, I have no idea why bryna brings it to skool everyday.... but it's okay, because we get to play. :P

And we went to take the individual photos when it was 1.45PM!

It's really lightning speed please, you just sit down and the person'll ask you to adjust your hair a little etc, and when you smile, there'll be a flash and it's over.

LOL I think I didn't even sit for 5seconds!

ANYWAY, berwin is like damn mean k!

He never fails to pretend he doesn't know me / my name which is actually very hurtful... T_________T

But he reminds me of joonweng, ahtoot HAHAHAHAHAHA.

K shall go and study for phy diagnostic test tomorrow BYE.

And when you awaken, it's a new day once more.

2012-02-08T23:47:00.002+08:00

Hi guys!

Okay, school life has been super hectic lately, so I haven't found the time to update, sorry! ;x

Soon la, I promise! *pinky promise*

And did I mention OG9 is totally awesomeeeeeeeeeeee, with so many crazy people in it hahahaha!

Ohyes, and cca carnival was today, I think I and fatima wrote my name on the tryout list for almost everything!

But it's okay, cause we're awesome just like that! ;)

Back to econs now, baibai.

DAY3&4

2012-02-05T00:32:00.002+08:00

For those 2 days, we wore full grey just to attend assembly!

SERIOUSLY, WHY MAKE US DO THIS? :(

But I feel cool wearing the uniform so yeah HAHAHAHAHAHAH it's finally not white anymore!

Uhm, so yes, we had this survey first thing in the morning, which was kind of boring. :\

NO LA SERIOUSLY, who would wanna look at a bunch of little words and try to tick the most appropriate box so early in the morning!

Had some cca showcase and HOUSE SESSIONS after that! ^^

Abit sad cos ours is at the linkway while some have nice places like the hall!

Didn't know where's it at first, but turns out it's the small stretch of road between the oasis and canteen extension, LOL.

So we high-ed for awhile and screameddddddddd, and practiced mass dance after that. -_-

LOL I kept forgetting my partner's name but apparently, they call him chow!

Anyway the practice did kind of work because I could actually move correctly after that hahahaha!

NOT BAD AHHH, *sexy smile* ;)

Called porky just before she left for her teeth extraction to wish her luck, why am I so sweet! x)

And station games were aweeeeesome! (Y)

Okay actually I forgot most of it already because this happened on thursday, but I assure you it was super duper fun! :D

Ran into matthew in the hall after debrief and we took the bus home together! :)

So awesome to have primary school mates studying in the same college because you'll have someone to go home with you hahahaha.

With the exception of twinsoul but that's because she's a richass that moved far away. >:(

Anyway it's extra cool because we've known each other since kindergarten when he was this weird geeky short guy with specs... and we're in the same school again!

The next day was all talks and stuff, the highlight was probably showdown. :o

And they lied when they said we wouldn't get as wet as during the station games, my shirt was totally see through by the end of the game LOL.

Shan't go into details but it was super rough omg, it's like rugby where everyone goes AHHHHHH and chiong through the line.

Okay lucky the field was astro turf if not my shirt would be muddy in addition to wet, eeew. >:

Talked to this girl during the game, idk what's her name / og but I know she's in iris HAHAHAHA.

And she was super nice and friendly, yay for extroverted people! :D

Ohyes I remember why I was so wet already, at the end of the second round, twinsoul walked towards me like she wanted to hug me.... and splashed water towards me. -_______-

WAH DAMN HURT MAN, I TRUSTED HER SO MUCH. :'(

Went for starlight for a little while before accompanying twinsoul to sit and contemplate about the meaning of life!

Nahhhh joking, but we talked for like 3 whole hours, awwww. <3

K then called momo to drive me home because I was a lazy girl. :3

AND NO PICTURES YET BECAUSE MY OGLS HAVEN'T UPLOADED, so sorry for the wordy post hahahaha. :P

Xoxo. <3333333

Mass dance.

2012-02-03T21:04:00.002+08:00

Totally sucked at it initially, but we practiced during house sessions and it was easier after that hahahahaha.
It's not bad actually!

There's another dance, which I personally think looks like it's for a kids show because it's shooo cute LOLOLOL.
Nope they didn't upload the video for it, but the song's nice too!

K sleepytime now, I'm tired!
I promise to update tomorrow! ;)

Xoxo.

OGDAY1&2

2012-02-02T00:20:00.001+08:00

HI! ^-^

Okay, so... got up at an unholy time of 5.30AM in the morning on tuesday, 31/01/12 and met porky to bus to njc!

K la, I think we're already considered lucky because there's a direct bus there, plus we got seats, definite plus! :D

-------Oh I just received a super sweet message from a cchy junior whom I haven't talked to in ageeeees! So touched that she still remembers me and can take the time out to write a message to me! <3 :')-----------

So anyway, it was all surreal that WE'RE ACTUALLY GOING TO NJC. :\

... I think it was partly because I only had 2 hours of sleep the day before, but it still felt pretty dreamlike!

We had to assemble in our ogs which was SAD because i don't know anyone in my og!

Ohyeah, saw matthew but he was in og10! :(

So we sat through a bunch of talks, which was really boring - and I did not talk to anyone at all for the first part of the day. -.-

LONER MUCH?

Okay anyway, talked to this super cute girl named claire during school tour, her enunciation of the english language is so perfect that it makes me cringe in shame for my ineptitude. :\

We did take the ell selection test together though, her english is :o!

After another bunch of talks, bused home with porky, tzp and jiaxin.

YES MY DAY WAS THAT BORING.

Day2, which is a wednesday, 01/02/12!

We stood on the bus on the way to school, which was a very bad start to the day.

HELLO, HOW TO TAHAN STANDING FOR 45MIN!?!? :\

K anyway, went to find my og at the canteen and went to the parade square together... their parade square doesn't really look like one LOL.

AND I REALISED TODAY THAT THE MAIN ENTRANCE IS NOT AT THE TRACKS. #facepalm

Okay anyway, their whole assembly consists of standing, standing and more standing!

How cool? :)

I'm serious k, they read the announcements while you're standing, tsk.

So after a talk, we got to purchase uniforms + choose subject combinations!

SHO EXCITING HAHAHAHA.

And because we were one of the first ones, there's no queue at all! ;)

Played bonding games and my fave game now is H20!

SUPER FUN I SWEAR, I can't believe I've never heard of this before LOL.

We learnt how to sing the college anthem/song after that, I have officially had school songs in 3 different langauges, I'M MULTILINGUAL! :D

Slacked around having h2h talk with yunqian after skool, and bused to her house!

Okay, haven't been to her house for a very long time, since sec 2? :o

Went to northpoint for dinner with 2H09 peeps and mrs tan, miss them so so so so much awww. :')

K momo came and drove me home, no I'm not spoilt but I was carrying all my uniforms and it's super heavy! :(

AS YOU CAN SEE, I'M LAZY TO TYPE ANYMORE AND I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 6.30AM TOMORROW SO GOODNIGHT PEEPS. XOXO.

This is it.

2012-01-31T00:29:00.001+08:00

Got woken up by a text at approximately 6.00AM...

Yeap, so this is it, apparently.

My future for the next 2 years will be... like this!

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Okay shall do a quick rundown of what transpired over the last few days!

Hmm, headed down to collect pay with yr on friday before meeting up with pearlyn and alien to sing k!!!

Haven't been singing k for a long time, I swear, and it's super invigorating because you get to belt out songs at the top of your voice even if you have a lousy voice hahahaha.

But it was kinda expensive, even though we went on a weekday because it was still supposedly cny period - meaning no student price / member discount tskkkkkk. -_-

$22 FOR 3 HOURS K, TOTALLY BROKE. =(

Hahahah then alien left for nyco and we stoned in the library and borrowed books (YES WE ARE PROUD GEEKS. :B)

On saturday... we went to visit mr ang's house!

Yes his house is still as ulu and large as ever, and I saw queenie whom I haven't seen for ageeeeeeees seriously.

She's still super cute! ^-^

Spammed photos with her galaxy note, it takes awesomely clear pictures omgz!

And this is mr ang!

Yes I was wearing a smiley face shirt and smiley face necklace, sho cute right. :P

Hahahaha k, left thereafter to go to junhong's surprise birthday celebration!

FOOD GLORIOUS FOOOOOOOOOD. <3

Attempted to have a few sharing sessions which were interrupted, but it's okay, because I did learn some stuffs! :D

Anyway, happy early birthday to junhong! ^-^

So after that we played at tha playground and watched people give speeches before heading home, and it was already scarily dark by that time T_____T

Dennis was so nice to pei me take the train although it's more convenient for him to take a bus, such a contrast from his brother hahahahah. :P

On sunday, went for mr chang's treat with qiwen!

And gv's gold class cinema is totally DA BOMB.

The chairs are super large and comfy, and can recline to boot!

And we ate inside there, which was also super cool because they serve it in courses and it's kinda in total darkness.

Ohyeah, we watched The Descendants which was a normal movie, but the fact that we're watching it in gv gold class made it awesome hahahahah!

I RECOMMEND EVERYONE TO GO THERE SERIOUSLY, unforgettable experience although it's mad expensive! :>

Came back to jonathan's house to bainian, and watched people gamble before they came to my house!

Timothy's camera is super cool!

^ This is the soft focus, my skin looks flawless here ehhhhhhhh. ^-^

Okay, anyway, went for dinner with momo and papi at bottle tree park after that, I like their tofu! :P

ON SUNDAY, headed to jinghui's house to bainian and realised a lot of people were there omg. :O

Then everyone was excitedly discussing where they're going to hahahaha, nyjc is super pro this year I think!

Left her house at around 3+ and went to weiyi's house!

Okay, first time going to his house even though we've known each other for 4 years. -______-

Hahahaha his momo was very cute, she spoke to techin in thai. :O

Hmm, headed to chuting's house and borrowed her mahjong set before taking the lrt to ryan's house!

Okay, the ride is like super long omg, lucky we got to sit down if not gone case hahahaha.

And we dapao-ed caifan which is like super yummyyyyyyyyyyy ahhhhh I wanna eat it again! <3

Anyway, so we headed to his house and mahjong-ed until 9 at which momo came to fetch us, sho nice of her! ^-^

AND APPARENTLY, some ogl called papa at home while momo was driving me home, and he said the ogl said I'm in group9! #foreveralone

Porky's in 20, yunqian in 14, twinsoul in 23, tzp in 18.

SO NICE, RIGHT? -_-

Okay anyw, wish me all the best for tomorrow because I'm almost 100% certain I'll be surrounded by strangers!

Going off to ton the night with porky, xoxo! ;)

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Will miss all my crazy friends whom I've been spending a lot more time with during this holiday, I really will. And yes, starting from tomorrow, I will be that crazy mugger nerd girl asdfghjkl SIGH. No more crazy wingyan. :(

Maybe, maybe not.

2012-01-29T03:23:00.002+08:00

This feeling is something I cannot describe.

It is not exhilaration, nor anticipation. It feels like... a bittersweet longing, with a tinge of adrenaline rush because it's always passing by too fast. Bittersweet, because it can never be again, yet all those memories are what makes up a part of my life.

Yet, even if I could pause, I wouldn't.

Because, this is life.

And in life, happy moments always pass by too fast for us.

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I used to be painfully honest and open about my feelings, even on this public platform where anyone could stumble upon.

Maybe it's because of maturity (at which point, most people reading this would sputter and think, what maturity?) or my perception of the world and the environment around me, I am not as honest, as open as I used to be.

Because a great deal of what I write, especially those involving other people, will affect those around me, and this makes me feel uneasy.

I feel... anticipation for a new life 2 days later.

I feel... shell-shocked because I don't know if those few months even mattered to someone.

I feel... tired because these few days have been really packed.

I feel... reluctant to while away these few days because this may possibly be the last few moments with everyone.

And you know what, I really wish I hadn't realized that I'd get judged for what I write, nor realized that this would affect people around me.

Maybe it would be easier to be honest to myself that way.

AND I'M ACTUALLY KINDA STUCK IN A RUT NOW BECAUSE I REALLY WANNA WRITE SOMETHING MEANINGFUL BUT I'M KINDA STUCK.

In most people's eyes, those who don't know me very well, I'm probably a very happy, optimistic girl.

Even for those who read this, you'd have realized that I mostly post about happy stuff, and if you read closely, the feelings I express are always of happiness.

I didn't really mean to, but what can I say, the posts here were mostly written when I was in a jovial mood, thus the optimistic vibe.

A million awful thoughts often run through my mind in the night, and because I sleep late, most people tend to be already sound asleep at that time.

Thus, I would be this sad little girl who felt really emo and stuff. :(

A few years back, I would be thinking of Armageddon or of death.

Yes, I'm morbid just like this.

But seriously, death really freaked me out.

I mean, just think about sleeping forever and tell me you're not freaked out.

Not being conscious forever is freaky. Very freaky to me.

And the world just continues to revolve, people still get on with their lives, and eventually... you get forgotten.

I read this in a book once:

When do you think a death becomes scientific instead of emotional?

When the last person having an emotional connection to the death dies, of course.

Okay, I know it was irrelevant, but it was interesting!

Once, I called someone when I was freaking out about Armageddon.

I remember I was sobbing like mad and it was probably already around 4am in the morning.

I was probably a little unhinged at that time, I guess.

But the person was nice enough to listen to all my sobbing and comfort me, but the only thing he could not do was to reassure me that it wouldn't happen - because who knows, Armageddon might be true.

Okay I think I've crapped enough for today!

A random picture so that you guys won't think I'm some emotional freak.

Goodbye for now, xoxo.

Those traces of love.

2012-01-27T01:49:00.000+08:00

我不願你獨自走過風雨的時分
我不願讓你一個人承受這世界的殘忍
我不願眼淚陪你到永恆

只是, 我最後一個奢求的可能
只求你有快樂人生

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You can't help but love these guys, yes we met up again today! ;)

And I saw pjy for the first time in... idk how many years, hadn't realised how much I missed her housewife ways until I saw her today, awwww. <3

Every moment spent with them is indescribable, to be honest.
When you've known someone for such a long time, they've seen you grow from a child to an almost grown form, and that in itself, is an incredible achievement.
Now if only they hadn't trashed my room after getting wasted, but well, they wouldn't be who they are if they didn't throw my soft toys around, would they? LOL.

Time is rushing by like a maglev train these few days, and I am determined to enjoy every single fleeting moment so I will not have any regrets later on!
Have more awesome days, people, for this phase of life is gonna pass soon. :(
A sad but true fact.

Anyw, this was what gary said!
"After seeing you through 2 graduations, you seem to be still the same!"
SERIOUSLY, have I not changed at all!? -_-

Sidenote, finally seeing pearlyn tomorrow after not seeing her for such a long time! <3

The differences.

2012-01-26T03:33:00.003+08:00

Look, here I am blogging in the middle of the night because I can't fall asleep!

Okay, my legs are now HURTING LIKE CRAZEH, but mentally I'm still alert, that's why I'm doing this.

Oh, and the fact that my ipod is with yr, so there's nothing else to entertain me. :\

K so there was work today!

By today, I mean 25/01, which is a wednesday.

Uh huh, my time classification is still screwed up because my body clock is also screwed up~ :>

Soooo, we met at amk before training down to mbs.

Have I mentioned I love bayfront??? Ya, the mrt station LOL.

The last time I worked, it still wasn't open yet, so we had to traverse this long road to get to mbs, but now that it's open... convenient much, seriously! (Y)

K anyway, this time was much tougher than the previous times because they don't drink as much wine!

YES I'M SERIOUS.

But anyway, we had to put the seasoning (?) stuff on the yusheng, and wait for them to lao it, and.... a rich taitai gave me an angbao after that!

She's like super nice, I swear, she kept smiling sweetly to me throughout the dinner too. :')

And at the end of the day, when I finally opened the angbao... I REALISED SHE GAVE ME $50 OMG.

I initially thought it's very common because the people were all supposedly super rich, but I realised very few people got an angbao LOL.

Then my partner was this malay guy who would pick up + portion the dishes for me, while I just have to give the guests the food.
All the guys who work there are gentlemen , seriously, if you're a girl they'll do most of the hard labour for you hahahaha. :P
I did not even step into the kitchen during the whole dinner, that's how nice he was LOL.

Yes, I'm luckygirl95 today! ^^

Anyway, work ended early today, at around 12am. YA IKR idk why it was so early today too!

But very suay-ly, me and yr missed the bus. -,-

So we sat down randomly and had a h2h talk, which made me realise we haven't talked like that for a very long time! :')

K la then the bus came and we went home separately, LOL i know it's anti-climatic but that's what happened!

Why can't we live nearer to each other, then we could have taken the same bus home already. :(

Okay actually if you notice, I didn't write a lot of details here, becos I'm scared if I write too much, I'll violate some obscure privacy policy hahahahaha. But seriously, everyone should go work at a banquet at least once, because although it is tiring, it's actually kinda cool. ;)

Closure.

2012-01-23T00:40:00.001+08:00

Happy lunar new year!

Didn't really eat much for reunion dinner though we went all the way down south to uncle's place!

Hahahaha because it was steamboat, so I was reallyyyyyy lazy to cook, awwh. :\

I did spam a lot of drinks though, my new love is the grape snapple~ ^.^

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Spent the first half of my day with the person who knows me the best, I guess.

I have to say, he's actually a really awesome person whose thinking is far more mature than you can ever imagine, and super nice too k.

We talked... and talked, for 4 hours no less!

Yes, from 12noon all the way to 4pm, are we cool or cool? ;)

Haven't been to tranquil place for a long time omg, still remember that cool place where there is total solitude because it's kind of ulu?

Okay so the content was kind of private, but I think it was very fruitful, because we did agree on a conclusion after that. :)

I swear, he is like the only person who has seen me act like a total psycho bitch and yet still doesn't judge me for it. :')

Sonaiseeeeee right~

Hahahahah kk, so that's that!

Will backdate posts sometime later today because I'm gonna 守岁!

My parents will prolly live a very long life because I only go to sleep in the morning during cny, hahaha. :P

Goodbye! ;)

“我不想再坐在这里了，我要继续走下去。”

“你可以的，因为你是我看过最坚强的人。”

“可是。。。真的很累。而且。。。没有人抱包我了咽。”

“哪里没有，有很多人会要抱你的。”

＊抱抱＊

No idea at all.

2012-01-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

Lose control. Insanity. I hate this.

Just wanted to vent some feelings out, sorry I'm not more interesting.

And yes, why do you still affect me like this. You know what made me snap? This. You. Damn. What's your problem, idk. What's mine, i have no idea too. But guess what, this little thing can make me cry in public, and not give a damn. Am I the only one who's confused, and I'm getting myself all worked up for what. For this little piece of shit thing.

Lessons we all learn.

2012-01-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

Was gonna post this earlier, but I got distracted and started to rewatch random episodes of himym!

Then when I closed the show for a moment, I realised sista and oppa were talking to me on fbchat!

And yes, they were both asking about the same thing, why do so many people know about it omg.

Okay, actually didn't feel like blogging about this, but I don't think I'll be doing mr chang's treat justice, because I think he bombed quite a lot on food HAHAHAHAHA, so here y'all go! :)

K first met rf and fq before setting off to suntec, and found this hugeeeee group of people already at cityhall. :o

I mean, it's not like we were very late right? :(((

Walked this stupidly long way from cityhall -> citylink -> esplanade -> convention center.

YES IKR, SHOULD HAVE JUST WALKED FROM RAFFLES LINK.

I'm actually very proud that I know my way around this area of town yknow, cause usually when it comes to the town area I'm usually a noob.

And by noob I mean....

So, where do you work?

Robinsons, the one at centrepoint!

.... So where's centrepoint?

If you are also a noob like me, centrepoint is opposite somerset 313 LOL.

HAHA I'm digressing omg.

Okay, so the only reason I know that area so well is becos momo used to work in tower 5, and she would let me wander around, so I must have walked from city hall to tower 4 for a million times.

K ANYWAY THE POINT WAS, we took a long route and found mr chang already there waiting for us. :P

And the buffet spread was.... amazing would be an understatement I guess!

Hahahaha, I think I'm the one who took the most food, and couldn't finish anything at all. :\

Really very kuazhang I think, cos even guodong forced me to eat finish my food before I could go and take a new plate. -_____-

And mr chang.... he just sat there and ate likka pro, he's really super rich and knows how to enjoy life man LOL.

K, in the end we couldn't finish the food, so we played 'i never...' to clear it!

I admit, most of the food was mine HAHAHAHAHA.

And it was super funny actually, 'i have never kissed someone unrelated to me', seriously????? >_>

Most of them went off after that, and me, kailing and the guys went to find kang's present! ;)

Guodong and I ended up playing with 2 foam swords, and did a mock fight where he actually poked me. :(

... And we ended up buying that plus a toy hammer which sings whenever it is hit.

Yes, we're both 17 years old this year! :D

LOLOLOLOLOL.

Went to find kang, huilin, jiaee and jonathan at somerset after that, and watched them eat! :)

Yes, some stuffs happened inbetween, but you're not privy to it HAHAHAHA. :P

Anyway it's all cool now, so yeah. ;)

Just sat down and chatted about random stuff with them, these guys are awesome. :')

Home-d thereafter, mad tired at the end of it all! >_<

And yes, I do really treasure moments like this, because I know that when school starts, nothing'll ever be the same again, and we'll never be the us we are at this point in time. Everything'll be different, not necessarily for the worse, but this knowledge is what allows me to treasure the people around me now.

They keep me thinking.

2012-01-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

Backdated~!

This actually happened on 20th Jan 2012, so please don't get confused. :>

Okay, so I had brekkie with yr at khatib mac before heading back to skool for the cny celebration thangz!

Haven't seen her for what seems like ageeeeeees, I swear. :(((

AND KHATIB MAC WAS SO EMPTY, okkkkkk haven't been to it for brekkie for ages too hahahaha.

Anyway, so we got to skool and squeezed in at the back with fq and jasmine~!

K I have to admit, we got bored halfway and so we sneaked out after the dances and only came back in when co was performing. :D

Are we like supportive or supportive!? HAHAHAHA.

Sidenote; sista's red hair looks damn awesome k, I would dye mine red too but skool's starting soon asdfghjkl. :(

Kkkkkk anyway, we ended up slacking at the canteen with a whole bunch of people from '11 batch. ;)

Don't really remember what we did, but somehow we managed to entertain ourselves for a few hours hahahahaha awesome! (Y)

Moaned a little with fq regarding our future and we both felt a little shell-shocked omg. :(

But it's okay, THINK POSITIVE. :)

Okehhhh, we headed off to yishun after that to catch 'We Not Naughty', but the price was a whopping $11 cause gv doesn't have student price on fridays, and we ended up training to cwp to catch the 4pm screening.... only to find it was sold out~!

AWESOME RIGHT? LOL.

K neverm, so we decided to catch the 6.45pm one, only to realise there's no more student price after 6pm so we still have to pay $11...... ._______.

Anyway the movie was... SUPER SAD. :(((

Especially the little kiddo, becos his acting was super innocent and heartbreaking omfg. T__________T

But shawn was handsomeeeeeee, :P

Hehehehe kkkk, surprised kang with a cake for her early birthday celebration after that, think she was genuinely shocked - suprise success! :D

HAPPY BURFDAY KANG, YOU'RE 17 AND OLD ALREADY! :D

Hahahaha kkkk, bus-ed home with amos who was so nice to accompany me although it's not really very shunlu for him. :>

I wonder why he doesn't have a girlf when he's so nice, awwwwwww. :PPPPP

K I'm tired and I wanna sleep now. :(

Shall leave y'all with a cool illusion!

Takes awhile to see it, but when you see it, it becomes stunningly obvious~

The answer's 16 btw! :D

Wildest imaginations.

2012-01-20T01:17:00.000+08:00

This is gonna be a super long and wordy post, I think. I KNOW, I KNOW, you wanna read my cute words right, so yes, here it is! :D

I'm soooooooooorry I really meant to post today/yesterday, but I was kinda hooked onto mousehunt. Yes, again~!

-mh talk, you can skip this part if you don't play LOL-

Actually the reason I stopped playing was because at that time, I was farming at cats so that I could save up 2.7mil for CoT. But it took like suchha bloody long time that I gave up. That and the fact that I was studying (HA HA HA). So yeah, since by that time I already built up a large collection of rb pots, and bought an enormous number of brie, I would go back once in a few months to convert more rb cheese and let it stay there to turn moldy LOL. And yesterday when I went back, I realised I already had 3.7mil! Since I was bored, so I decided to finally get my ass off to JoD to get it kicked by the mice there, and craft the ABT! So proud that I managed to accomplish that in a day LOL. And I had like 12 misses for one of the mouse even with CoT, CAN I BE ANY UNLUCKIER!?!?!? No matter, so yeah, now I'm back at FG to camp for runes, because apparently I need them to craft runic cheese to attract the acolyte. AND THE BEST PART? I have <1mil now and... RONZA IS COMING SOON. #facepalm. No more goodies for me because I am completely, majorly broke. I can go and bang the wall now. Okay, actually I have a plan! I shall just bid my time in bristle woods after getting acolyte because the profit is supa high here, and alternate between lab and cats to farm enough gold to buy stuff~! But neilson says the profit at derr is higher, ORLY? :\

-okaydone!-

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Anyway, 2H09 chalet was... mindblowingly awesome!

The reason why I say that is because... due to this chalet, I got to talk to many many people whom I haven't talked to for 2 years, no joke k!

And we can still get along so well, awww. <3

K I realised I keep repeating this recently, but seriously, the feeling of being able to get along well with someone after such a long time is... indescribable. In a good way! ^.^

Okay anyway, we were supposed to take 39 to pasir ris interchg and take a shuttle bus to aloha loyang, but since weiyi said we missed the last shuttle bus, we decided to alight at a random stop and cab there!

AND SERIOUSLY, i think we're actually very lucky, because the chalet is so ulu and the roads leading there are so dark, I don't think we'd be able to find it by ourselves!

When we got there, we realised 2G09 was there as well, becos we actually had the same chalet dates (which was a super huge coincidence, i think...???) but theirs was at costa sands, so they came to crash our 4-room bungalow! :>

I forgot the name of the game we played, but it's really really really cool omg!

So cool that I ended up being a pole while veena pole-danced around me... LOL.

They left at around 2am, and mostly everyone drifted to sleep... except for the 4 ppl playing mahjong. -____-

Yeah, they were using real money so they played very seriously hahahahaha.

Ohyes, and I have to say, this guy here (^) is like the best best best sista anyone can ever ask for! (Y)

He has listened to me rant to him for 4 years, how's that for being nice!?

But yeah, he was one of the few people other than those mahjong-ing who hadn't slept, so we entertained each other with lame jokes and videos! :}

And he was the only one who was nice enough to accompany me to see the sunrise because I haven't seen a sunrise before!

Though we failed even after walking for godknowshowlong, he's still a nice person k LOL.

K I'm actually very touched at this because he's usually an early sleeper and was mad tired already, I know this because he crashed right after we got back to the bungalow LOL.

Sho naise. :')

Eventually crashed at sofa at about 8am, and woke up at 10am with my waist hurting badly dayummmmm.

I think I'm getting old already, really. :(

Okay anyway, those who slept relatively early the night before were already up, and we decided to eat cup noodles because we were starvinggggggggg .:@

So we sat around a table and complained of boredom and starvation until our noodles were done, misery loves company aha. :P

Okay I just trolled fb for a very long time, but I couldn't find any pictures with just the two of us, so I'm gonna make do with this!

The girl whom I have my arm around is super cool, I swear! <3

Idky, but for some reason, we ended up in a room and... just started talking. :')

Have I mentioned that I love love love love people whom I can click with just like this!?

We used to be really close in sec2 becos we were the ones who made the class tee, yes the one in the picture, but we didn't really talk after going to sec3 until recently!

Lyq, if you can read this, I HOPE WE GET INTO NJC TOGETHER! :>

K, we went for rollerblading / cycling afterwards, I think only me, veena and alien were blading like seriously? T^T

Blading's real cooooooool and fun, I don't understand why no one wants to learn it / likes it! :\

Anyway, blading down the connecting bridge with veena was exhilarating, like going down a roller coaster with no brakes, but you feel so safe anyway and there's no fear of falling. <3

K for the 2 hours we rented the blades, I think we sat and chatted for about an hour LOL.

And we calculated that we've known each other for 14 years, how cool is that!? :>

Since we were from the same nursery school and all.... yeah 14 years in total!

HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE FRIENDS YOU'VE KNOWN FOR 14 YEARS HUH? x)

And it's actually really aweeeeeesome, because, I think of the duration we've known each other, it's really easy to open up and talk to her, awwwww. :')

Okay actually we did take a photo, but it's in her iphone, so yeah..... :P

K shall insert one sec1 photo of us here!

Cute right, awwww! :D

We ended up gathering at some benches with other 2H09 people and watched random people try out kailin's blades!

Random as in, they're still from our class la LOL.

And I realised those sporty people have no problem blading at all omg, likka natural only, like ziwei, ferlyn etc. :O

Especially ziwei, totally jawdrop man!

Buddy hoagies and pool afterwards, first time feeling likka pro because I shot in a few balls LOLOLOL.

And have I mentioned that mrstan is supaaaa nice because she sponsored the chalet cost for this?

Hahahaha I laugh when I remember I was so scared of her in the past becos she was prefect mistress! :x

Cute right! if only those two trolls didn't photobomb us LOLOLOLOLOL.

Just kidding, they're still awesome all the same. :>

Hmmmm k, bbq started at around *inserts time* idk la, when you're having fun you don't really take note of the time hahaha!

I drank quite a bit though, not a lot, but enough mixes. You get the ideaaaaaaaa k.

And they said I look like a lobster! :(

Personally I actually like to eat lobster, but still... LOBSTERS ARE UGLY K. -.-

Apparently I fell asleep for awhile, and according to them I said some stuff to weiyi (WHICH I DON'T REMEMBER AND HE DW TO TELL ME) and called kang/huilin to say nonsensical stuff.

Okaycan. -______-

Ohyeah, played a few rounds of twister in between, I AM THA PRO PLEASE. (Y)

This is one of the few decent pictures already~!

Subsequent pictures were a bit, awkward because we're all tangled up like HAHAHAHA HILARIOUS. LOL.

No seriously, I think my mouth was wide open and I was spasming when the game was gonna end cos our positions are THAT funny.

Played another round when 2G09 came over too, k I think I'm lucky those guys we played with don't have girlfriends at the moment, what if they beat us up for getting so close with their guys. ;3

When my teddy bear aka huilin came, I waited patiently for her to shower and then dragged her out for a h2h talk!

K idk how I ended up talking about these kind of stuff with her, but she's really supa nice to let me unload all my feelings on her. :>

I think I drank a little too much before that, because before I could say anything, I started bawling like there's no tmr and spoke in between my crying LOL.

Actually it's not really sad stuffs or what, just that I felt kinda emotional at that moment hahahaha.

Then she talked and I cried again because what she was saying was so... touching. :')

K I KNOW IT'S LIKKA DRAMA, but I was feeling very inhibition-less at that moment!

Anyway, I just love her very very very very very very much and she's really one of the nicest person I've ever met!

K we went back to play truth and dare with a whole bunch of other people because it started raining, hahaha kind of cool. (Y)

I think we should just have a combined 2G09 and 2H09 chalet next time! :>

After ~~~~~ here and ~~~~~ there, me and teddy bear ended up creeping into a room to sleep becos nice kang saved a sleeping space for us! :D

And yeah, next day was kind of @_@ because I slept only 7 hours throughout this thing, came back home and crashed immediately hahahaha, pity those who had auditions / practices! :P

I JUST REALISED THIS IS A SUPER LONG POST OMG, even I'm lazy to scroll and read this!

K i think I should sleep now because I'm meeting yr for brekkie tomorrow before heading back to school!

Goodnight! :>

I think this is what impending separation does. It draws you closer to people whom you realise you'll be separated from soon, and allows you to reconnect with them, and cherish them just a little more. I believe that friendships are lasting, it's just whether both parties are willing to dig a little deeper to find the connection which once made them friends. With this, I really hope that all of us can still stay friends, still joke around and get along with each other like this in the future. :') <3

In a blue moon

2012-01-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

You can't help but love these guys, I swear. :')

6 years of knowing each other, 4 of which were spent in different schools, yet inexplicably, we still can get along so well with each other when we meet up.

Cemented in stone.

2012-01-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

JAE choices! :)

Went to NJC's open house with fangqi, yunqian and zoe on thursday, 12/01/12!
And yes, it's my first choice, and my future for the next 2 years is pretty much set - unless NJC doesn't want me, which is actually a concrete possibility cause this year's olevel results are pretty much the best compared to other years, but ohwell.
It's not actually the school compound that changed my mind, though it's kind of a pretty cool bonus to have. :D

Sat down at their canteen, drinking each a cup (yes, another bonus!) while discussing options and the future before leaving for home, and we all had a conclusion in the end! :>
I actually think it's kind of cool that we haven't talked much, or even at all, in the last 2 years since we were from the same classes in sec2, but we're still able to sit down and talk to each other in such a way - as if no time has passed at all since we were all 14. :)

And yes, after I confirmed my choices, many people did ask me, why NJC?

Because, I once asked myself a question: What would I rather be, above average in a normal place or average in a place that's above average? Honestly, I would rather be the latter, for reasons which are actually quite selfish, but I stick by it nonetheless. Why would I rather be average? Because, it's hard to cope with expectations. When your results are better than others, they notice, and slowly, expectations of you form. They expect you to score high for everything and anything, and these expectations, they crush me. I know some don't do it on purpose, but subconsciously, people do that. And really, it's hard to keep up. I feel like I should be studying every moment to fulfill others' expectations of me, I've felt like that for the past 2 years. Because I really do not like that disappointed look, that shocked face when I fall short.

Just an example, when the results were released, how many goddamn people expected me to go onstage? More than a few. How many showed me faces of pity, of disappointment, of shock when I did not? Uncountable. That was their expectation of me, and yes, I fell short.

On the other hand, in an environment where people all get the same results as me, I feel average. I feel as if no one will expect anything from me, nor think of me to be awesome. Because, we are all the same.

But the most important reason of all, has to be this. I have learnt what it's like to be above average in a normal place, and now, I just want to experience being average, in someplace new. I wanted to go to nyjc because in a way, I could not let go of cchy. But someone asked me, is it worth it? I don't know, honestly. But I want to learn to adapt to a new environment. Let go of the past, and start in a new environment where people don't know, nor have any expectations of me. Because I realised, no matter how many cchy people go to nyjc, it will not be the same environment, and sometimes, it's better to look forward to the future.

And no, I'm not really directing this to anyone, because I love all of you the same, so please don't feel offended by this. :(
This, is what I've been unable to articulate in words to people when they asked me why I was suddenly so sure of my choice.

And guess what, I do really kind of look forward to the next 2 years. :)

Because you never know.

2012-01-12T23:21:00.001+08:00

Neilson just showed me something coooooool!

Watch pleaseeeeee, I promise you will not regret!
The first thing I'm amazed at was that it actually had a tune, and the second was that this is an actual song.

Yes I know I know I'm aweeeeefully late and slow in blogging nowadays but I'll blog and backdate them by this week, because my schedule this week is awfully tight. :(

Have yet to blog about going nyjc's open house on tuesday, and being so convinced I was gonna go there, working my ass off on wednesday and getting partnered with this cute china guy, and going njc's open house today and changed my mind about nyjc!
And I have a cold right now, am currently sneezing my head off while typing this omgosh.
Not sure whether I'll make the bbq tomorrow, but I wanna go and see bb and the rest of the gang!

K going off to spam friends and modern family now, lovelovelove! <3

but damn, if it wasn't the best.

2012-01-12T02:30:00.000+08:00

Yes, this post is also backdated!

Did banqueting with sista at mbs on wednesday, 12/01/12!

Stood for 13 hours straight, are we like a pro or pro!?

HAHA we were actually early this time, though navigating the basement floors were a serious pain in the ass. -,-

Seriously, it's like a maze or something - a looooooong one at that.

But anyway, we were still separated though we were early, ;(

And I had to arrange idk-how-many-bloody-tables with so many stuff on it, idk how they even manage to put everything on the table neatly. :o

And becos lunch was in a faraway place, we trudged 100km to and fro before we got to sit down and eat. >:

To be fair, the food is nice la, just that there is no time to eat asdfghjkl. -____-

K then after that was briefing etc etc, and I got a super cute china guy as a partner! :D

Haha, he was like an ahtoot, seriously, but in a nice way. (Y)

So mostly I just stood there and he would pick up all the dishes, and help me to portion them while I walked around asking if anyone wanted drinks LOL.

The best thing is, after I casually commented like; eh that person siao one, 10 glasses of beer sia!, he'd go and get them for me, sho nice! ^_^

And once in awhile, he'd be like; oh this is very hot leh, be careful! come, I take for you!

GENTLEMAN ANOT!?

But he thought I was 15, which would be nice because everyone thinks I'm 13/14, but... I realised the minimum age to work at mbs is 15, so he was just probably stating the minimum age I could possibly be. -_____-

And he's a bloody 21 years old when he looks 18 or something, OLD MUCH?

But whatever la, still cute!

Then we had to work ot - clearing glasses, taking off chairs' clothes, clearing up rubbish on table, cleaning the susan etc. -____-

Luckily momo came to fetch me at the grand time of 1.30AM.

YES, WE KNOCKED OFF 1.5HOURS LATER THAN WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE. :(

K i don't really remember anything after that cause I conked out and the next thing I remember was me waking up in bed the next morning feeling my leg muscles scream in agony. :(

What you've always wished for.

2012-01-10T21:04:00.000+08:00

Yes, this post is backdated!

Hmm, okay, went to nyjc's open house with porky on tuesday, 10/01/12! :)

No idea if it's because I keep hearing people talking about nyjc's enormous size and convenient location, it was not as big as I envisioned it in my mind, LOL.

And no, it's not 2 minutes from lorong chuan lor, more like 5 minutes hahahaha.

Or maybe it's because I walk slowly. :(

Haha anyway, it was more like a cca carnival than anything I think, because there's mostly cca booths everywhere and performances showcasing ccas!

We reached at around 10 in the morning because we were supporting nyco, what great friends we are, eh? :')

And their 那些年 is really... indescribably amazing, awwww. :D

Okay, and we kind of wandered / lazed around for the most part until we saw pearlyn, shimin and weejoon and realised there's school tours around nyjc.-_______-

COULD WE BE ANY SLOWER, SERIOUSLY? :\

Anyway we got to go around their classrooms and the hall, which had FOOD, and subject teachers for us to consult!

K la, we didn't have anything to ask, but we randomly sat at tables with cchy peeps and listened to them talking LOL.

At one point, some of them were consulting a chinese laoshi, and the laoshi is super cute I swear! (Y)

She reminds me of yanglaoshi cos she also made fun of weejoon's chinese HAHAHAHA.

But we got more and more engrossed and in the end we realised there was a whole group of cchy people crowded around the table, are we cool or cool eh? :>

Ohyes, and we took a picture with towy!! <333

Haven't seen her for like ageeeeeees, I swear, and we keep agreeing to take fotos but never take in the end! D:

But anyway, she's a super nice and cute person and we're going to hongkong together 2 years later, HAHAHA. :P

K, at the end we headed to ijc to take a look at their school... and they're like omfg rich can!?

No idea if it's because their facilities are really new or what, but yeah, it looks super atas LOL.

And we went home semi-drenched because the weather was being annoying. >:

K GOING TO POST THE NEXT POST ALREADY.

Goodbye! ;)

Doomsday.

2012-01-09T19:20:00.001+08:00

NOT.

Unable to post on facebook/twitter about results becos people will accuse me of being haolian, thus I'll just share my joy here! :D

YES, I didn't go up the stage. But NO, I'm not upset about my results becos I got what I wanted! :)

Yep, raw score for L1R5 is 8! :>

Which is kinda awesummmmmm, but yeah I think I'll end up in nyjc in the end~

And I passed hcl with a miraculous grade of C6, GONNA SAY GOODBYE TO CHINESE FOREVER.

My only regret should be physics.

I USED TO LOVE IT SO MUCH OMG, and... I used to rock at it.

Sucker, LOL.

And I used to be so sure I was gonna take physics in jc, looks like I'm not taking it anymore. :o

K anyway, porky came to my house after getting results, and we discussed a lot about jc life which was kind of cool. (Y)

And to those who got what they wanted, CONGRATULATIONS. :)

To those who did not do as well as they expected, cheer up k. <3

K off to spam random shows!

Excited to go to open house(s) tomorrow! :)

Because at the end,

2012-01-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

you always think of the beginning.

40 hours, xoxo.

And no, please do not tell me that I'm going up that stage. Though flattering, I do not want to risk disappointing people around me by allowing them to have such high expectations of me. Thankyou.

Friends

2012-01-07T05:18:00.000+08:00

Was actually supposed to post this 1 hour earlier, but I just went to transfer my shows to the external harddrive that has been sitting on my desk forever, and I realised that the harddrive possibly has more storage space than my laptop. :O

It's freaking 455GB for goodness sake omg LOL.

... Okay maybe my laptop has more space afterall, who knows what goes on in its battery.

Ohyes, and I spent one freaking hour reorganizing my harddrive and found some hilarious videos that were made 4-5 years ago when I was still obsessed with windows movie maker!

But windows movie maker is still really cool, innit!?

And I eventually got distracted and watched the videos, whereby one of them was like 20 minutes long - it was titled cchy'08 LOL.

Yes, I took enough photos that year to make a 20 minutes long video...

DID I REALLY NOT HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO DO?

Okay anyway becos I've been torrenting a lot of shows lately - and by a lot it's actually just himym, modern family and friends - I decided to transfer it over to my harddrive to prevent my laptop from lagging! :D

Yes, the size of the shows are reaaaaaally huge considering it's in hd!

10 complete seasons of friends is around 45GB, kill me now please. :(

And no, I cannot delete them even after I've watched them becos I might want to rewatch at any time!

And yes, I just spent 2 long paragraphs discussing shows and harddrives.

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Moving on, worked at MBS with sista on thursday! (5/1/12)

I'm sorry I couldn't see you on your birthday, pearlyn. :(((((((((((((((((((((((

Anyway, the work was... horrendous.

Okay la, it wasn't that bad, just that we stood for 8 freaking hours in total.

But the people were all mostly very nice and kept calling us 小妹妹s!

Ohyes, and about 3-4 people asked me if I was a singaporean, why, don't I look like I hold a pink ic!?

But yeah, I have dual citizenship so technically I'm singaporean! :D

Okaycan I'm going back to watch my show which I started watching with porky, but she went on to spam the show on her own without telling me so now I'm watching it alone and am kinda scared becos it's a police show and a little scary at times but it's okay becos I'm a brave girl and I have to endure till 7.30am to go to cca carnival with qiwen. <3

Goodbye! :)

And I'm leaving y'all with a song!

好朋友只是朋友还是朋友不能够占有
我知道什么时候回头不打扰你的自由

I would drive 500 miles

2012-01-03T21:02:00.000+08:00

Trolled tumblr for a few minutes and found this awesome quote. :D

And I just realised the language kind of sucks. But whatever, still awesome~

Just here to say that I think I will be seeing porky everyday for this week except for monday. >_________>

Okay anyway, ran a total of 1.6km today, ginormous achievement! (Y)

Okay we did collapse like idiots after that, but still - 1.6km! :o

Okay there's still other physical feats which we did, but I shan't bore you with them. B-)

Ohyes, ippudo has the BEST RAMEN EVAR.

I swear, the pork belly is like omfg-ly tender and its been simmered for like 100 years until all the flavours are infused in it!!!

I have such a way with flowery descriptions hahahahahaha.

But seriously, it's awesome. :>

Anyway, when I look at people in secondary school uniform I feel a sense of accomplishment!

BECAUSE I ALREADY SURVIVED THROUGH THE 4 YEARS, HA.

Am I the only weird person who feels this way? .__________.

Okaycan anyway I'm like mad tired now and will doze off any second. Yes I know it's only 9pm but what can I say, my sleeping hours cannot be more screwed up than it is now, seriously. For example, I slept at 11am yesterday, and woke up at 4pm. Then I went back to sleep at 8pm, and woke up at 12 midnight. And yes, I survived until now! So I'm a superwoman now~ But even superwoman needs some sleep, pft. Okay gonna turn in now. Beddy bye xoxo.

how lucky i am.

2012-01-01T03:15:00.002+08:00

Couldn't have wished for a more perfect ending to 2011, and entrance to 2012. :)

Now's not the time to blog about that though, LOL.

But guess what, I got a new pair of miumiu shades! B-)

Not haolian k, it's becos momo works in an optical shop, thus we can get obnoxious discounts like these. :>

Happy birthday to edwin, gary and penelope!

Coincidentally, they all hold close places to my heart and I've sent them a long-winded version of how much I love them, so yeah. :D

Cherish the present, for it is a gift. Live in the moment, but look back and learn from your past mistakes. Live in the moment, but always look forward.

Xoxo.

2011

2011-12-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yep, this is a scheduled post!
What, you really think I have nothing better to do than sit in front of my computer and publish this at exactly 23:59, 31/12/11?
Well, I don't really have anything better to do, yes, but still this is scheduled.

Happy moments. Sad moments. Angry moments. Awkward moments.

I would like to think that I've matured this year, but then again, who doesn't feel that they've learnt something new with each passing year?

With that said, I still think I've grown a little, mentally and physically. (I grew by 1cm. :D)

Hmm.

I just spent 5 minutes staring at this blank box, wondering how to sum this year up.

This year, I loved and lost, I found myself studying harder than I thought would be possible, I made awesome friends with people I never thought I would be friends with, I learnt to appreciate solitude, I realised that no one was perfect, I faced something shocking and accepted it as best as I could, I reconnected with old friends, I learnt how to splurge, I improved my cantonese by a huge leap, I rekindled my love with cchyco, I met people in the most unexpected of ways, I graduated from cchy, I realised the disastrous state of my chinese, I lost someone I loved and felt sad because I didn't feel sad, I got through 2011.

That's not everything, but I think that these things will be what I remember when I look back on this year.

In photos, this would be it. It's also my current desktop wallpaper. :)

And below, the reason for this post. I originally only wanted to post a quote, but it seemed too weird and out of place alone, hence the post. And no, although my english is awesome, I didn't write it. ;)

Maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because that’s the only person who will ever receive all of you. After that, you learn better. But, most of all, no matter what, a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved – a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what. That piece holds innocence – the belief that love really can last forever. It holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you’ll never forget and that night under the stars you can never get back. It holds youth and everything you thought love would be. Everything that was proven wrong.

2011 was okay. But I hope 2012 will be better. :)
Happy new year! <3

or am I a fool who sits alone

2011-12-30T21:50:00.002+08:00

With a stinky face becos I had a fever which went away after I took panadol and napped like a bb, but which resulted in me being all sweaty and my legs are still too wobbly to drag me to the bathroom so I'm stuck like this. :(

Kthxbye.

Happy new year's eve eve!

Everytime when I'm about to completely give up, you turn around. This is too much like a game of rubberband stretching. Please, at least tell me how you truly feel?

talking to the moon.

2011-12-30T03:15:00.002+08:00

Yep, went to 4G's bbq on.... 28/12/11. :)

Am kinda lazy now so I guess I'll just summarize everything in point form, LOL.

- I concluded that if either me or porky lived in a condo, we would gym much more often. But we don't! So we just laze around eating popcorn and watching teevee. LOL.

- The highlight of the day was probably the swings, awwwww. Why are there so few swings in singapore, seriously!?

- Played pool for the first time evar! (The time when I accidentally shot the black ball in and effectively ended the game before it even really began doesn't count) Yes imma noob and we didn't even complete the game before giving up and going back to play with swings. >________>

- Talked somemore with my fave confidant! Okay, only confidant. But anyway, I did really feel much better after telling her everything. *luvluvluvluvluv*

- Pearlyn and yurou came over to stay for the night and the three of us squeezed in one queen-sized bed! #likeaboss

- We took neoprints at causewaypoint today after like 89346293486327 years of no-neoprints after the shop at cwp closed down~~~

I'm lazy to type somemore already. :(

To be honest, I don't know where I should go from now on. I was planning to hold out until then, but it doesn't seem to be happening anymore. Nonetheless, I will still try. Because I believe that the person I once knew is still inside there, somewhere. Is this familiarity, or the truth?

2652th

2011-12-29T01:02:00.001+08:00

Because we're cool just like that. :)

2651th

2011-12-27T02:51:00.004+08:00

No idea what to title this, so this is just the number of the post!
I think I saw it from some blog, but I kinda forgot from where so, yeah, thankyou for whoever you are for putting this idea into my brain LOL.

IKR, two thousand plus posts~ :o

Haha cause when I was young (and a leeeeetle no-life) I used to post every single day, or like multiple posts in a day. ._______.

But now with the invention of TWITTER, no more short random posts, LOLOLOLOL.

Anyway, I just wanted to blog about two things:

1. The views for the most-viewed post increased by asdfghjkl again, isit because I posted the link? -.-

And I don't really look nice in that picture too laaaaaaaaa RAWR. :(

2. Work training with sista tomorrow, relatively excited about it! :D

But my cousin said the plates are reaaaaaaaaally heavy, please don't let them fall to the ground and crash k, poorgirl95 has no money to pay for the plates LOL.

Oh, and I realised that o's results are coming out in 13 days, if its really on the 9th like people say....

OKAY TBH I'M DAMN SCARED. T__________T

Don't say what I confirm go onstage / get single digit k, you know what's jinx anot!? LOL.

Yes I know that the grades are already confirmed+chopped like eons ago, but still, it makes me feel bad k. :(

And I don't even remember how confident I am of the papers already.... but I know I'm mad worried for physics (screwed up mcq), english (sucky compo), hcl (WHAT IF FAIL). :\

I can totally imagine mrlee showing our results to next year's sec4s and pointing at my name......

You see ah, this girl right, prelim1&2 A1s, so nice right. Then you see olevels, aiya.... Tell her study she dw study, in the end get this kind of grade...

-.-

NO PLEASE. T_T

Okay end of rant, going back to spam himym. :>

don't ever look back

2011-12-25T06:25:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :D

Yes, that was a lame attempt at christmas-sy words, LOL.

Meanwhile, listen to this song, its like omfg nice! (Y)
Yes, I am aware that I post this song for christmas every year, but this year's version is by glee! :D

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Oh, and I spent the first few hours of christmas day 2011 rewatching Spirited Away.
I swear, I won't ever get tired of it, best japanese animated movie ever made! :>
Okayokay, and the only japanese animated movie I have ever seen, LOL.

I think after PSLE, we were shown this movie in the ava room or something.... :')
HAHA memories eh?
But still, go watch it if you people still haven't watched it okay, its been released for what, 10 years now??
And go rewatch it if you've watched it before, I stand by my words, BEST JAPANESE ANIMATED MOVIE, EVER. (Y)

And to add on, its theme song is like (Y), once you hear it, you're like :o omfgggggg that's heartbreaking.
Yes, that was my reaction. ._____.

Okay, just embed-ed the song here, (Y).
Ohyes, for future reference, the heartbreakingly familiar part starts at 1:41min!!!!!

Time for me to sleeeeeeep, I guess!
Merry christmas everyone, xoxoxo! <3

I'll be by your side,

2011-12-23T22:17:00.004+08:00

you know I'll take your hand. :)

Okay.......... I know I said I'd post at some ungodly time yesterday, but I fell asleep at 12 midnight and woke up at 5pm today, oops!

That's like a total of 17hours, kinda proud of myself! ^^

HAHA k anyway, was supposed to gym + spam 3 movies with porky yesterday! ;)

Yep, I said "was supposed to" because we ended up skipping that gym part - I really think she did it on purposeeeeeeeee man. *winkwink*

Ok just combined two photos! *awesomely hardworking*

Don't understand why her background looks so much more atas than mine. >:
asdfghjkl.

Okay anyway, the first thing we did was to spam pictures of us with the tickets! :D

Only gonna bore you with one pict~

Anyway, felt mad nostalgic going to northpoint, probably because I haven't been there in like 12948639264 years ever since start of o's or something like that. :\

Cannot believe we were once so sian over eating at ishimura when the food tastes so nice now. :o

Awwwww, miss northpoint mucho. <33333333

And omg the floors are so clean and shiny! ^.^

HAHAHAHAHAHA k am stopping ramble about northpoint. :)

Anyway we caught alvin and the chipmunks 3 (alex to alien. -.-), already famous and mission: impossible - ghost protocol!

Squeaaaaaaaaled over how cute the chipmunks were, awwwwww-ed over xiaogui for being so charismatic all the time and wow-ed at tom cruise for being so shuai even at 50 years old!

But I think the best was MI4. (Y)

Seriously the graphics are like mad real and the plot is cool tooooooo. @________@

MUST WATCH K.

Alvin and the chipmunks also not bad, but they didn't show what happened to that crazy woman after it asdghjkl bipolar much LOL.

And I heart simon & jeanette. ^.^

They're like the perfect geeky chipmunk couple awwwww. :')

Okay I think I typed enough already LOLOLOLOL am gonna continue to read free manga online! :D

Xoxoxoxoxoxo.

Random note!
I have no idea why http://k-aleidoscopic.blogspot.com/2010/07/couldnt-resist-posting-this.html is the all-time most read blog post on my blog! -.-
Is it because of the title, or what???????
Becos in actuality, its only a picture of me with plaits and the pokemon theme song LOL.
And the views are like x3 of the second most read blog post, WHAT UP?

I know,

2011-12-22T22:51:00.003+08:00

I am wayyyyyy too lazy to type for my own good.

But seriously?

I'm feeling happy now becos I've somewhat reconnected with an old friend, and we're still able to talk freely to each other despite not having a h2h talk for idk-how-many-years. ;)

Cool right, how many people can actually say that they can actually pour out their hearts to friends whom they've known for more than 10 years?

On another note, kinda happy because i'm talking to someone right now. ^^

Sometimes, its not the content, but the people you're talking to, that counts.

Will attempt to finish my manga by tomorrow morning since I think I'm not going out tmr, awesome! <3

I swear, Natsume Hyuuga is the kindest and yet coolest kid on the block, LOL.

Probably will post about watching 3 movies in one go sometime between midnight to tomorrow morning. :D

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo.

In a world of 7 billion,

2011-12-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

I hope I'll meet you. :)

New fave song after pearlyn introduced it to me today! (Y)
From 《那些年，我们一起追得女孩》, the scene where she's getting married! :>

而我希望，我已经遇见了你。:)

the stakes are high, the water's rough

2011-12-20T02:24:00.000+08:00

but this love is ours. :)

Okay I'm actually kinda lazy to blog about stuffs recently, but there was a failed attempt to gym with porky today. :'(

We were actually outside it already, but then we saw many macho men inside and got cold feet and left.... -__-

And the stadium was closed for some football training. -__-

But we did walk home together! ;)

That means exercise right, its a long way from woodlands stadium to my house yknow. :o

And spent the rest of today spamming shows awwwww. <3

Goodbye, gonna prepare to be a glutton with pearlyn later~ ^________^

Xoxoxoxoxo.

Definitions.

2011-12-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

Random photo taken in some hotel room with my eiffel tower. ;>

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Just some stuffs I've been thinking about today. Usually, I would post this in my private tumblr, but not this time. :)

I did it the cowardly way, I admit. C'mon, snail mail? Who still uses it to convey important, if-you-dont-know-this-immediately-i-will-regret messages? But yes, I chose the easy way out. I'm not proud of it, but if I had to do it again, I'd still do it this way.

I wish I could say I now have a clearer view of what I want, what my ultimate goal is. But I can't.

Because honestly, I only feel relief.

Why?

I had lingered on that threshold for a long time. A very very long time. I couldn't bring myself to do it because I knew of the consequences. You know what caused me to make up my mind?

This event.

It may not have been momentous, but it helped me make up my mind, and stick with my decision.

Not immediately.

Delayed, partly due to the need for it, and partly due to my cowardice.

Today, I told someone the true reason for me doing this, although I am not really close with this person now, she is truly awesome. Truly awesome to listen to me rant, and not judge me, all the while making me feel better just by being there. Listening.

And although she did not say anything, did not judge, we understood.

Thankyou.

There's this word; suffocation.

I am not a good juggler. Never have been, never will be. And I gave up. Instead of struggling with the juggling, I chose to give up instead of try.

It may be wrong in some's eyes, but I chose not to try anymore.

And slowly, the door closed.

And today. Today.

This is what I wrote on twitter:

对不起。相信我，这样一来，你我会幸福许多。朋友啊，我们拥有的并不是爱情，而是深厚的有情。总有一天，当你回头怀念时，会记得的不是我们之间的爱情，而是我们那段有情。

I do not know how to express this sentiment in english, nor do I have the mental capacity to think of a way to say it without offending anyone, but yes, this is what I think.

I truly think this way.

And maybe someday, we'll be friends again.

Thank you.

Because you were too large a part of my life to simply be shut out like this, and because I feel the need to let water drain out from the dam that she opened.

Finito.

Not so sure afterall.

2011-12-14T04:04:00.003+08:00

CO committee outing on 12/12/11.

Okay, I know the time now is technically 3.19AM and the date now is 14/12/11 but I haven't slept so my time classification is gonna be kinda screwed up - thats why I put that underlined stuff on top to make it easier for everyone. ^____________^

Met a bunch of people (I'm sorry but I'm lazy to type their names out and yes, typing this is kinda easier than typing everyone's names out) and accompanied them to get their pay at some place at orchard. @_@

I WANNA GET A BLOODY JOB TOOOOOOOOOO, but well, more on that later. :D

Oooookay, so after watching everyone get bundles of money we headed to bedok and ate at some random hawker centre before cabbing to ecp. (Y)

And rotted for idk how long with alien and kang before the guys came to find us. ._______________.

Ohyes! My only fotos for that day cause we were busy rotting! :D

I connected my ipod to my laptop for this! *awesomely hardworking*

Okay so after like 100 years we went to rent blades to rollerblade!! :D

AND ME, THA PRO, TAUGHT KANG HOW TO BLADE. (Y)

Okay la, at least we held hands over to the area where there's a nice smooth ground. ^___________^

Do not really remember what happened, but bladed a little with shuhui too, and she's still mad awesomely nice to talk to. \m/

Ohyeah, spent like an hour of quality time with alien while we tried to blade to the end of the park, realized its mad far, gave up, and bladed back. >:(

OKAY ANYWAY, a huge bunch of people (26 in total as counted by kang) went to just acia for dinnie + free icecream. @_______________@

And we started gossiping about random stuff omfg, love hanging out with this bunch of people seriously, :>

So eventually we trained back around 9plus and started making plans about where to go next....... before we went home in the end. LOL.

And I fell asleep immediately until like noon the next day so yes, I don't really remember anything unless you count my dreams.... which I do not remember too. ;)

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Went job hunting with sista today!! :)

Yes, this is our second job hunt in three days, but this time its different!!

Becos this time, we were somewhat successful, but not very..... whatever. ;\

Shall only cheer and update you guys when I REALLY get a job LOOOOOOOOL..

And yes, we trained all the way down south to orchard where there are many atas shops etc etc etc. ;)

How's that for perseverance!?

And we are mad awesome together becos we can use chim words on each other without having the other party go, huh? ;O

For example,

me: *something awesomely long and chim and i forgot what its about*

her: wow that was a NICE sentence, I've missed having you around. :(

We are cool ppl and all my sistas happen to have awesome vocab, I wonder why. :O

Okay anyway, we spent like a few hours in town before she went to meet her boyf and i siam-ed home to spam himym. (Y)

Why does it seem like everyone haz a better half nowadays!? #foreveralone

Am lazy to type more becos am now talking to weizhen on msn at the awesome time of 4.03AM. ;)

But anyway we ate pepper lunch today and it was (Y) TOTALLY.

kthxbye.

I stop being sad and be awesome.

2011-12-11T22:19:00.001+08:00

Have currently finished 2 and a half seasons of himym and been sleeping at 8am everyday.

<___________________________>

Okay, went for a job hunt with my evil-but-really-quite-lovely-at-times sista at cwp yesterday!

RESULT: FAIL.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL quite sad actually. :(

We spent a few hours nua-ing at coffeebean before spending another few hours to walk all over cwp and.... find out there are totally no jobs suitable for us.

-.-

-desperateforjobgirlhere-

And since sista is gonna pei her "longdistanceboyf" next weeeeeek, no time to go out and hunt for jobs alr! *sad*

And since she is set on going to poly she has more time than me to find work. *doublesad*

But I woke up at 5pm today and went to eat hot tomato afterwards! *happy* LOL.

Okay my life is boring asdfghjkl and I'm lazy to type any longer.

Off to watch barney and robin, if yknow what i mean. ;)

LOLOLOLOLOL kthxbye.

legen-waitforit-dary!

2011-12-08T23:24:00.001+08:00

Listening to jetlag while typing this now, how ironic.... -__-

Haha okay anyway, got back from london this afternoon, 好舍不得! :')

Seriously kkkkk, its not just cos of the shuaige, but 12 days interacting with no one but them leh!!!

And, Singapore is so bloody hot now, *sweating like crazy*.

I swear, once everyone stepped off the plane into the connecting path ( YES I KNOW ITS SHELTERED BUT STILL ), they went; ohmygod its stifling. LOL.

But anyway, kinda miss those atas hotels with soft beds and the soft bus. :D

Took a bloody 6+7 hours flight and I think my biological clock is mad screwed up nao. -.-

Cos first we took a 6 hours flight at 3pm in london, and reached at 1am in doha. -_______-

Then we took another 7 hours flight at 2am in doha, and reached at 3pm in sg. -____-

Yeah, kinda weird cos of all the time difference between the countries, but I think I only slept for 3-4 hours on the second flight. :\

And its like only 4pm there now, so I'm kinda very awake and hungry...... -.-

----- 100 years later -----

I just ordered mac. #likeaboss

Okay anyway on some day, we took the train from paris to london.

Yes, an honest-to-goodness high class train even though it runs on tracks! :D

Tbh, I slept though most of it. :(

HAHA anyway, went to many different places in london and ate dinner with tourguide + shuaige's family, awwwwww. :')

Btw my new fave food is poached eggs HAHAHAHA.

Okay off to utilize mah connections to get me a job!!!!!

Yessss money!!!! $______$

Can't wait to meet up with everyone who suddenly has a bloody job (and i'm jobless) or is gonna go to her grandma's house to stay (YES YOU POOPOO) or is still overseas. :)

Byebye i'm off to wait for mah delivery and for himym to finish downloading!

xoxo.

as dues do.

2011-12-06T04:30:00.001+08:00

Omg I realized I haven't written anything for a very long timeeeee~ >_<

But its okay, i will try mah best to elaborate on stuffs from 100 years ago!!

Went to some mountain in engelberg, swiss in idk-what-day.

MAD AWESOME WHITE SNOW. (Y)

Tried to climb up a steep slope to the very most-est peak of the mountain, but in the end i nearly slipped and gave up halfway LOL.

Took a pretteh picture which is in a cam and therefore i cannot post it! :D

And they dress you up in pretty swiss costumes and take a foto, and you must pay like 40euros to buy it. -.-

HELLO, THE EXCHANGE RATE IS 1.75, please do the calculations k. :(

.... and we bought it. LOL.

Hmmmm okehhh, last few days in paris was just shopping, shopping, and shopping.

ALL BRANDED GOODS. @_________________@

I swear we spent at least 5000euros cos everything was so bloody expensive. -.-

*looking at a non-branded thing costing 325euros*

Momo: eh, quite cheap leh, want buy?

-____________________- LOL.

But yeah, all the bags are mad pretty and cheaper than sg by alot, supposedly. :D

Best thing: Tax refund! :>

Its around 10% in france, so like if you buy a 800euros bag, you get back 80euros in cash. (Y)

sho cool. \m/

Had some france seafood dinner which had snails (high class name: escargots) and it was niceeeeee.

But the shells look disgusting omfg LOL.

Ok uhm, only writing about this becos of this picture!

Ohyeah, and shuaige's momo knocked on our door to ask us out to dinner just now!! :D

But we rejected cos we were ordering room serbees. :((((

SHO SAD, TWO MORE DAYS TO SEE SHUAIGE AND... nomore. :\

Kkkkkk i should go eat ma poulette already, kthxbye.

swiss cheesezx

2011-12-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

Very theextremely sorry for not writing something yesterday, idky but I was mad tired even after sleeping 3plushours on the bus… -_-

But anyw, was at Milan yesterday and its cool!(Y)

Okay maybeits because it was dark when we arrived and all the lights were lit up,plus their architectural style is like gothic and cool. LOL.

But its like all branded goods and there’s notax refund so wejust ended up window shopping, asdfghjkl. -.-

HELLO, their tax is like 12%, no tax refundso bohua, LOL.

And todeh,I realized there’s no customs chop on your passport if you traversethrough European countries. -.-

Want to cryla LOL, I thought there would be manynice chops on my passport after this. L

Butwhatever, got to see many ice cappedmountains and nice scenery! :D

And yes,like the kiasu Singaporeans we are, everybody onboard starting snappingpeektures. ._____.

But it’s really really really very chio! (Y)

Hmm, wentto Geneva in Switzerland after that and sawsome UN headquarters there although Switzerland isn’t a member of UN.>______>

So weird, LOL.

Btw UN was formed in 1945 with the aim ofestablishing peace in the world, especially after two world wars.

Ok sorry, that was from the ss template. ;x

Ohyes, and momotried to pay for a drink in Switzerland using euros. #facepalm

HAHAHAHAand the person gave her the shocked faceand said they only use francs. :P

Okie,that’s it for today I wanna watch my show already.

LOL byebye. :>

~

2011-11-28T19:30:00.000+08:00

HI POOPOOS.

Am actuallyusing free wifi from the hotel now and ammad tired but it’s like suchha waste to not fully utilize it LOL.

Okeh, wentto the leaning tower of pisa and holy crap, ITS REALLY LEANING SIA. :O

Took those obligatorytouristy photos of pushing the towerdown / holding it up and looking likka idiot. :\

Noseriously, imagine yourself seeminglypushing an invisible thing for 10 seconds while the person holding thecamera tries to angle the camera wtf. T______T

PAISEH MAX CAN. >L

Anyway, amnot uploading all the drafted posts yet due to the lack of fotos, can you imagine how boring the words arewithout any pictures!?

Took a 5hour car ride from prato to venice and am now tired marzxcv.

Yes, it’s the venice from the last chapter ofss, although I dk what it’s about cos I didn’t plan to study it for o’s. :\

Wah, o’s seems like suchha long time ago alr. :o

Okeh, anyw,utilizing the wifi to its fullest now, soI shall finish this post here. :D

Yes I’maware that my posts are getting shorter and shorter, but I’m getting tired-er and tired-er with each passing day!!!

So kkkkk,byebye! <3

Je t'aime

2011-11-27T20:46:00.000+08:00

Bonjour!

Aftermoving ~~house~~ hotel, we’re now apparently in Prato, Italy (SOUNDS LIKE PRATA, YUM. :D) which idkwhere it is except that it’s in Italy.LOL.

We went tothis outlet mall which houses all the branded goods like prada, gucci, dior,valentine, Armani etc etc etc and they sell at mad cheap prices! (Y)

And bycheap I mean at first it was €960 and after discount its €550 HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Still veryexpensive leh, considering the exchangerate is around 1.75 :(((((((

But I stillbought a wallet becos it would be a wasted trip if I didn’t buy anything.-.-

Okay la,the best thing about these shops is the tax refund thing!

If you’relike a tourist, you can get refunded 12%of the purchase price IN CASH becos their tax is 12%.

YEAH, SOMUCH I KNOW. I shall never grumble aboutsg’s 7% tax already LOL.

Went forsome tour around Florence, which is a city in Italy but the locals callit Firenze which reminded me of the centaur in hp books (YES IMMA GEEK. :<)

Tookpictures of all those naked statues andchurches and went into an atas toilet costing €1. -.-

Not veryhigh class leh, abit waste money. L

But dinnerwas (Y) cos it had penne. 意大利面 LOL.

Okay I’mtiredgirl95 and am gonna watch Ep8 ofhanakimi and read a chapter of 那些年，我们一起追得女孩before crashing!!

Symbolism.

When in rome,

2011-11-26T19:36:00.000+08:00

HAI WORLD. ^.^

Am nowlying in some hotel in Rome (which is inItaly, and in Italian its actually Roma, which sounds wrong to me somehow, soit shall be Rome to me!) :D

Okay,firstly we took some longass flight from SG to Doha, which was actually delayed for like 2 hours before we flew off. L

The wholebloody flight was like 7 hours, but the entertainment was (Y) and I watched like 8 episodes of HIMYMbefore conking out… :o

Anyw, afterentertaining myself for 4 hours with the show, I’m now in love with it andplan to finish the ginormous number of seasons after I return *biggrin*:>

And thefood was the best I’ve ate on a plane, seriously! Usually the food is like eeeeeyuk and blearghhhh but the food was awesomeeeeee. (Y)

Okay, so wetransferred to another flight which was on its last call and waiting forus (DUAPAI) and spent another bloody 6hours on the plane. -.-

And yes, Ifell asleep throughout the whole journey cos there was no HIMYM on this flight. L

Did Imention that Ted from the show is like MAAAAAAAAD CUTE!?!?!?

But I didwake up abruptly and realized breakfastwas being served so I ate it halfway and fell back asleep. (I KNOWI’M SUCHHA PIG. T_T)

Highlightof the day was going to VaticanCity! :D

It’s like this awesome place in Dan Brown booksthat is mad cool LOLOLOLOLOL. (Y)

And I feltlike suchha pro when the guide wastalking about Michaelango and Berlini cos I knew who they were. :>

Okeh thenwent to Colosseum, which is the bloody place where gladiators used to fightin Scooby Doo shows (HAHAHAHAHA) and somefountain to make a wish~ :D

I’m sogreedy that I threw two coins in andmade two wishes, <3!!!

Please let them come true k,awesome fountain!

Okeh ourday ended very quietly at like 3pm, and wecame to the hotel to nua~

And this isEUROPE, so all the shops close at like 7pm, and there’s no food sold and NO INSTANTNOODLES so… we bought a chicken back to the hotel to eat.

LOL.

But it tasted nice, really!

Okaywhatever, the time now here is apparently 7.36PM, 26 November but mycomputer shows that its 2.34AM, 27 November and I assume almost everyoneis asleep already. L

Anywaythere’s no wifi here and so I’m draftingthis out on Microsoft Word and sipping milk while lying on the bed… :D

I shallupload this when there’s internet connection/ after going back, depending on which comes first!!!

The Atlantic Ocean is a giant chasm whose widthgrows with each passing unit of time.

追不上，躲不过。

2011-11-26T15:52:00.001+08:00

Hi people!

Am currently back in my fluffy home in sg and comfortably snuggled up in bed while typing this. ^.^

... That was a lie, actually.

I'm actually sitting uncomfortably on the bed and feeling sticky although I just showered. -.-

LOL so now yknow! ;)

Okeh, actually touched down at around 8plus tomorrow, and proceeded to text sista, but he didn't reply me~ #foreveralone

Then when he texted me 2 hours later, I realised I texted his home number. #facepalm

HAHAHAHAHA sorry for excessive use of hashtags but they really seem appropriate here. :>

I actually have quite a few posts drafted on my ipod, but I forgot to transfer them to the laptop (OOPS) hence it'll have to wait until god knows how long. :x

Hehehehe, please tell me you don't mind reading about what happened 5 days ago 12 days later. :DDDD

Okay laaaaa right? ;)

Was supposedly going to have brekkie with bb today, but we ended up only meeting at around 2pm. -.-

HIS FAULT K LOL.

And we saw chris there, I think its been 36496492347304629years since I've seen him. :o

Suffered through bb ranting on about his almost-but-not-quite girlfriend throughout, he's mad obsessed k HAHAHAHA.

Am heading to the airport in one plus more hours, transiting in doha before heading off to some european country.

I don't even know where I'm going to, :(

AND LINA, if you're reading this, I realized I'm going to italy first before france, hahahahaha so don't get so excited yet! :P

Okeh off to download shows to entertain me for the next bloody 12 days.

Byebye. :)

May the stars watch over you

2011-11-25T00:28:00.001+08:00

GOODNIGHT PEEPS. ^_^

Last night, and I'm mad tired already!

Didn't really do much todeh, but we did go to the airport to send papi off, conveniently realising that citybus has free wifi.

HOW COOL? :D

But I slept like a pig otw there, asdfghjkl so wasted!

However, its ohkay, cos I was duly entertained otw back!! *smiles widely*

Am bored now, so shall attempt to pack and sleep.

I'm sorry its not that I don't have any thoughts floating around in my mind nao, I'm just too lazy to verbalize them hahahah. :P

Please love me. <3

Greetings, aliens! :)

2011-11-23T22:28:00.001+08:00

HAI PEEPS. ^-^

Many thousand apologies for not updating, but I have a reason yknow!!

Okeh, firstly, I'm in hongkong! *ultimate happy face*

And the receptionist damn scammer, said we have to pay for internet usage. :\

But the cool me decided to pay to check in for the flight 2 days later... and I realised its FREE.

F.R.E.E.

Thus me, being the cheapskate I am, am gonna use the internet the whole night to make up for the previous days.

Fuuuuu. :(

One unglam-but-still-okay foto to make up for the lack of activity, I'M SOWEEE. >:(

Yes that's my newly bought kuromi, HAHAHAHA mad cute right! :D

Anyway been to many many places these few days - and have done nothing except for eat and shop and sleep.

I'm gonna be a porg soon. :(((

But am very contented currently because I bought many stuff! :>

And inexplicably gained a new bb torch, OHMYGODZ SO KEWT.

Okay, I'm gonna work my ass off to repay my debt ($600) becos this was a loan from momo. -____-

Ehhh whateva, I'm gonna go catch up with my bb already, I see his new and intriguing profile pict and I'm gonna go gossip about it with him HAHAHAHAHAHA.

And girl, if you see this, I'M SORRY BUT YOU MISSED AN ONCE-IN-A-LIFETIME OPPORTUNITY TO TALK TO ME.

Bai.

I'll be back tmr. Most probably.

Hey, you. Although its a little early, bon voyage. We'll be in different continents for the next 2 plus weeks or so! :)

(Yes bb, its xxx LOL)

Night in Paris

2011-11-19T22:50:00.001+08:00

HI aliens! :)

Grad night was coooooool, a definite plus plus plus plus plus although I was totally sian-ed out before that cos its held in school. -.-

But whatever, its not the grandiosity that matters, its the fun we've had together! :)

Please visit fb for the pictures, I spent like < half an hour uploading them and > 1 hour tagging people LOL.

Okay please say I'm nice because I decided to upload one foto here!! :D

Shan't elaborate much about stuffs ( HAHAHAHAHA I'M SORRY IF YOU CAME HERE TO SEE A BLOW-BY-BLOW ACCOUNT OF THE NIGHT ) because some things are meant to be remembered in the mind. :)

1. Jumped around alot like idiots when the music was blasting and when there was this thick fog that hid all the unglam moments. (Y)

2. Didn't eat alot, therefore I was maaaaaaad hungry.

3. Took alot of fotos with many ppl, many of which I haven't talked to in ages, happygirl95. :D

4. NEILSON WAS TOTALLY SHUAI WHEN HE WAS DANCING!!!

5. Okay, actually they were all handsome. *melts*

6. Performances were cooooool, ^_^

7. Ohyes, had lunch at pearlyn's house cos her momo was so kind to cook!! :D

8. Went to co room with huilin and kang, and those juniors were like WAAAAAAAAA which made me feel paiseh LOL.

Okay, that's about it for now, I promise I will edit if I remember any more points k! :>

But seriously, best night ever. <3

And I went to dye my hair today! *smile wide wide*

Not very obvious except under sunlight, but momo said it'll fade to a lighter brown with time. :)

Leaving for hongkong on 10+ plus flight tmr, with a window seat to boot! (Y)

Godmomo's bringing us for korean bbq after we land, om nom nom nom.

And apparently, the place we're staying at has free wifi! (not sure how true this is k -.-)

So yes, I'll try my best to post whenever I can~~~ LALALALA

Goodbye! :)

Porky!

2011-11-18T00:20:00.001+08:00

HAI PORKY, happy 16th birthday!! :D

I've written most of what I want to say in your card, so yeah... Please be more mature in the future k! :)

Dropped by school for a short while to pass geog notes to weizhen. :>

YESSSSS my painstakingly printed out geog notes will not go to waste already! (Y)

Please treasure it kthxbye.

Anyway, headed to northpoint's kfc to find pearlyn, jiaxian and weejoon! :)

Yep got porky's present and p & w got xinhui's present, spent alot of money... *heartbreak* LOL.

And we very lame-ly trained from yishun to woodlands to eat mac. #facepalm

I'M SORRY BUT IT WAS TOO LAME TO NOT BLOG ABOUT IT.

And what, headed home and slept like a pig until momo came back with pepper lunch!! ^___^

Okay, grad night tmr, not very excited....

But whatever, it might turn out better than expected!! :)

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A little late, seeing that o's are over, but nevertheless, still cool! (Y)

I wondered if I looked as I felt and if they could hear my heart thumping clear across the room. Then a man came in and began distributing the English examination sheets. My hands grew cold then and my head fairly whirled around as I picked it up. Just one awful moment - Diana, I felt exactly as I did four years ago when I asked Marilla if I might stay at Green Gables - and then everything cleared in my mind and my heart began beating again - I forgot to say it had stopped altogether! - for I knew I could do something with THAT paper anyhow.

- Anne of Green Gables, Lucy Maude Montgomery

十一年后的我们。

2011-11-16T22:31:00.001+08:00

I CUT MY BLOODY HAIR!! :D

Okeh am mad excited about this because I should have gotten it cut a month ago, but I decided to just pin up cos due to my study schedule I have no time to visit the hairdresser. LOL.

Hardworking much!? (Y)

But anyw, got it cut like FINALLY, feels so nice omg~~~

Went to visit nzp kids todeh with some other sec4s, they're damn quiet and shy omg. >_<

Actually wanted to play, but me being a lazy pig just decided to stone there and watch them hahahaha laziness at its finest. :>

But yeah, the instruments they made are kinda coool, esp the small erhu! (yes i'm biased. sue me. LOLOL.)

Koped their lunch because there were leftovers, and headed to northpoint's gv to watch You're The Apple Of My Eye, a.k.a. 那些年，我们一起追得女孩.

Yes, again. Again. You got a problem? :<

And yes, I cried again.

Really mad sad omfg, I rather watch the parallel universe's version /finishlaming/ LOOOL.

And yeah, met momo who brought me for a haircut, stoned for about 2 hours there omg. >_>

Tbh, quite worth it la, the person is real nice and my haircut was nice too (idc what you think i think its nice hehehehe)

But got some xiao didis who were sitting there when we reached, and still sitting there when we left!!

So patient zomg!! :o

Okeh, heading to skool for a short while tmr before meeting PLXY for porky's present!

Off to watch my shows alr, DEAD BEAT TIRED.

Goodbye! :)

笨蛋。

2011-11-16T00:15:00.001+08:00

对，我是笨蛋，才会追一个那么用功的女孩，才会没办法追到你。

Spent today alone at home! #foreveralone

Nah, was too lazy to head out with my babies to find grad night dresses, I've got a fairly decent one alr! :>

Won't say its SUPER DUPER UBERLY NICE, but its quite nice LOLOLOLOL.

Okeh, spammed 模范棒棒堂 on my laptop today, right from the first episode where they're getting auditioned, so cute + nostalgic please!! :D

Think I won't be able to finish on before 20nov, but its okay, because its not a serial and I won't be left wondering what happened next to who! :D

omgwhileiwastypingthatirealisedthatmyvideopageisgoneandidkhowmaybeitwasbecauseicloseditbutomgiloadedforadamnlongtimebutohwellitsnotreallythetimethatmattersbutiforgotwhereiwatchedtillandhavetopainstakinglyfindthepartagainokiwanttocrynow. :(((

I bet you had difficulty reading that HA.

Ok yay I just opened the page and the video restarted at the place where I stopped it.

OMG IS IT A GENIUS OR WHAT!?

And I just kinda-but-not-really packed luggage for hongkong.

This means I dumped all the clothes I'm gonna bring there on my bed, but neglected to drag my luggage out or bring other necessities (i.e. underwear). :>

But its okay..... there's still 4 days! :D

And momo just took out winter clothing to sundry it.

I have no idea why she's doing that, its not like its ikan bilis that need to be dehydrated right!?!?!?!? -.-

And I do not have enough winter clothing to last me for 12 days.

I'm gonna die of hypothermia in some unknown european country.

Please do not forget me k.

CHOY.

I'm gonna come back alive and well hor!!!!!!

Okay I'm deadbeat now even though I did nothing but laze around and eat food all day.

Hence I'm gonna sleep now.

Like, now.

I'm going to skool tmr for nzp.

Yes, nzp.

I'm sorry i'm mad sleepy now so my thoughts are a little jumbled and my sentences are incoherent.

But, yes.

Goodnight.

I love you, you and you!!!

xoxo (that means hugs and kisses. so technically i just gave you two hugs and two kisses. you should love me because of it, yeahyeah)

NIGHT BABEH.

seven.

2011-11-14T22:03:00.001+08:00

Maybe in a parallel universe, we'd be together.

All the what-ifs, maybes, come rushing back to you. Would things have turned out differently if you had foregone your pride and apologized? Or would things be better if you had persevered and not given up?

Sometimes, mistakes made are unable to be mended anymore. But sometimes, just sometimes, if you're lucky enough, you'll get the chance to rectify your mistake.

I trust that although what we have done cannot be taken back or erased, I can try to make amends, to the best of my ability.

And if I'm lucky enough, it'll all turn out okay in the end.

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O's ended today at 9AM!! :D

Okay I'm really lazy to type out my feelings now because my thoughts and feelings are kind of jumbled up right now, and my life is currently not as neat as I'd like it to be.

But I'd like to say that ^ show is mad nice, you'll totally regret not watching it!

So go watch it if you haven't, I'll be back with a new update soon! :)

xoxo.

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The title of this post was initially the apple of my eye, but i realised it didn't fit in with my trilogy and hence off it went!

Perhaps its really fate hahahahaha.

I wish.

five

2011-11-11T20:09:00.001+08:00

Good morning people!! :D

I swear, my sleeping times are really screwed up. :\

Cause there's only morning papers (except for hcl but its kinda early too) this week, I'd fall right asleep after I get home wtf. -.-

And when I wake up at around 6 plus feeling mad guilty for sleeping my day away, I'd ton for the whole night mugging and go to skool in the morning. -.-

Seriously, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!?!?!?!? :(((

Okehhh, anyw, o's are almost over nao! :>

ALMOST, but not quite, awwww.

Okay that was a random picture... but my post looks so plain without pictures. :(

And yes, I think the foto is at least 2 years old already HAHAHAHAH lookatmywhitespecs.

Spent the first once-in-a-hundred-years 11/11/11 11.11AM with my beloved porky in my room, ogling at shuaiges.

Are we likeeee lame or lame!? LOL.

Okeh actually we just wanted to go home, but to spend the nice looking time alone seems so.... #foreveralone HAHAHAHAH.

I'm sorry I didn't mean to offend those who spent it alone, I'm gonna spend my 11/11/11 11.11PM alone too... LOL.

Ok I just realised we're gonna spend momo's birthday in england, so I'm gonna smuggle my gift there and surprise her with it!! :)

Now I just have to think of what to give her...

Okeh byebye!!

(and yes, this title is the second of the trilogy, i haven't forgotten!!)

two.

2011-11-05T23:57:00.001+08:00

This title is the first of a trilogy to be deciphered!
Okay joke, but yeah, really got meaning one k... Somehow! :D

Porky came over to study todeh... and we studied for 5 hours straight (NOT BAD SIO) and ogled at 古天乐 for two hours! :>
Then we realised he's 41 years old already, .________.
But omg, so shuai! :D

9 days to end of o's.
13 days to grad night.
15 days to going back to hongkong.
And yes, europe trip still unconfirmed GRRRRRRR. :(

Byebye world, continuing on industry. :/
(there's also this annoying fb notification about some random class trip to ubin on 31 dec and its annoyig me cos it just pops out halfway when i'm typing and scares the hell out of me. yes i know its just a stupid notification but still... -,-)

six.

2011-11-04T16:58:00.001+08:00

Yep I'm back! (albeit momentarily....)

Having a day break from studying, but ohno, I feel so guilty now.... >:

And there's still six more papers left!

Okay, I mean, 2 of them are mcqs, 2 are bloody hcl papers, and 2 content heavy subjects that will probably make my brains bleed.

Have I mentioned that I detest human geog? :(

I don't even know what's the UNWFP and about Somalia. -.-

Or some bloody transference trend.

But ohwell, as long as I know it before stepping into the examination hall. :D

Goooooood news, the horror should last for about 10 more days.

OHMYGOD I'M SO EXCITEDZXCVBNNM.

I think my life has been dominated by studying so much that I've forgotten how to laugh. :(

*laughs*. LOL.

Anywayyyyyy, yeah I changed the font! :D

Okay I thought the previous one was quite nice... but not very practical for reading my naise words, don't you think so? :>

Okay this was random, but ain't it nice of her!? :D

HI TOWY, I HOPE YOU SEE THIS BEFORE 9NOV - Goodluck for your a levels!! <3

Okay something random for you people to ponder on.

Do you know where my favicon comes from!?!?!? :D

Yknow, that uber chio girl right at the top of the webpage, neh, the one with a white cap beside the title.

Not the one on my blog per se, but its the bloody thing where there's usually a blogger icon, but its replaced with a chio albeit obviously made up person. :)

Okay I think I just did a bad job of describing it. -.-

..... Its from audition!! :D

That dancing game lalalalalalalala~~~~ I used to be a pro in it, who would have thought! :o

Tbh will kinda miss going to library with @pearlynl.... NO MORE FREE AIRCON (yes i know i'm cheapskate muahahahahah)

Actually had wanted to upload our picture, but I realised there's only one measly fugly picture of us in my laptop, and yeah... my ipod is currently too far away for me to contemplate transferring fotos over.

SO SORRY HAHAHAHAHA.

I know I'm jumping all over the place today, but that's just because my thoughts are scattered all over and I still have to memorize development, food, industry, russia, japan, war in ap and end of cold war.

/BABOM/

That was the sound of my brain exploding, btw. :D

Can't wait to go back to hongkong and stock up on my clothes/food, been too long since I stepped into there, considering I do hold a permanent resident ic there. :(

Ohyeahhhhhh, maybe touring europe with my rich momo after that, tentatively unconfirmed because apparently the tour needs at least 15 people to set off and there's only 13 people now. -.-

HELLO PEOPLE, Y U NO WANT TO GO EUROPE!?

Please go k, idw to go to sapporo.

Idc what they say, I'm still kiasu and dw to go too near to radiation LOL.

Shall end off already... momo just came back with dintaifeng's food!!!!!!!!!

YAY XIAO LONG BAO I'M COMING. <3

At the end.

2011-10-24T00:04:00.001+08:00

Fidgeting uncomfortably in her assigned seat, she chewed on her pen nervously, scanning the faces of her schoolmates. She was relieved to see that she was not the only one feeling queasy - a few even looked green in the face.

Dragging her chair closer to her, she silently prayed for an easy topic to come out, one that she could handle.

"Good luck." she heard a disembodied voice mutter.

Almost 4 hours later, she emerged from the examination room, feeling victorious.

This is what I wish for tomorrow.

And no, I'm not wasting my time here, because I'm practising my writing skills. :)

A happy ending.

2011-10-23T17:41:00.001+08:00

Her once iridescent eyes were now flashing bolts of lightning. If looks could kill, I'd be dead by now, I mused to myself, momentarily forgetting the enormity of the situation.

"Why are you even here now?" she spat at me venomously. Unceremoniously jerked back to reality, I put on a sombre mask and met her challenging gaze. I stared at her defiantly while passersby, in their swirls of kaleidoscopic colours stopped to stare at us.

I let my gaze roam over her features. Her long, wavy hair was gone, replaced by a short crop. The once pale skin was now glowingly tanned. Subtle reminders such as these reminded me that time had passed us by, much too quickly for my own liking.

"Why, are you going to stop me?" I taunted. For a fleeting moment, I could almost see her cherubic face under that cold alabaster mask. I could see the tightening of her facial muscles, meaning that she was mentally composing herself.

Abruptly, she swiveled and stomped away, leaving me standing alone in this busy street. Staring at her retreating figure, I mentally berated myself for taking this so far. Alas, my massive ego would not let me follow, and thus my foot remained cemented to the concrete surface.

"Hey, do you know her or something?" I heard a distant voice coming from my right. Angrily blinking away my tears, my voice came out in an unexpectedly soft whisper, "Not anymore."

Breathing

2011-10-22T01:37:00.001+08:00

As of now, there's 60 hours left to the first paper.
So suffocating, feels like merely breathing is taking up too much time.
Don't pin hopes on me, people!
Idw to disappoint you, you see! :)

But still, I'll still try my very best, and study every waking hour!!
Especially for 1st & 2nd nov, CAN DIE SERIOUSLY.
So yeah, shall continue spamming papers, typing geog, and memorizing templates.

Goodbye, xoxo! :)

Random fact

2011-10-14T18:46:00.001+08:00

I like intriguing puzzles.
Puzzles that confuse the hell out of everyone and when you finally get it, you smack yourself on the head for not noticing the obvious.

Tell you a secret, there's a puzzle here.
Like hansel and gretel, with a tinge of elementary, my dear watson. :)

HAHA okay, enough of being elusive.
In actual fact, I'm typing this while having my dinner LOLOLOL.
Hokay, back to dinner! :>

Countdown: 10 more days

2011-10-14T03:45:00.001+08:00

Hellowello! :)

Just downloaded this very cool official blogger app on my itouch and thought i'd try it out! :D
Thankgod for this cool little miraculous thing, if not y'all won't have any updates for 100 years, LOL.

Been following my study schedule for 4 days as of today.... and I crashed from 1pm to 5pm today because I really cannot tahan already! :(
Vvvvvv sad, cos its the reason for me being awake now - to complete my 10 hours of stdy per day! :D
Ooookay, technically I just finished it, and am gonna sleep after typing this!
See, I've sacrificed 15minutes of my sleeping time to type this out y'know!
Where else to find suchha nice person like me!? :>

Erm.... feeling kinda nervous for my humans because I'm still unrelatively prepared. -,-
I hereby declare Sunday - Wednesday as my humans days, according to my study timetable!
Remind me if you see this tyvm, I wanna get full marks for comb
humans and geog! *有志气*

Okay la, I'm sleeping already!
Need to conserve energy for my 9 hours of chem and 1 hour of ss tmr.

Goodnight! :)

And as I turned to walk away, my bottom lip trembling, I felt my resolve harden. Shakily, I stumbled away, with each footstep leading me further away from what had been. Vaguely, I heard a door close and the soft clicking sound of the lock.
Inhaling deeply, I forced myself not to glance back and walked on, quavering in anticipation, and fear. Keeping my eyes down, I did not notice a great marbled glass door in front of me.
"Ouch!" I nearly cried as it seemed that the world was against me at that moment. Rubbing my sore nose, I gave a cursory glance to the laminated plaque hung on the door.
"The future."

2620

2011-10-09T00:40:00.001+08:00

People are so shallow, man!

I updated yesterday and the number of visitors increased by 100% LOL.

Anyway, this was taken 2 months ago, I think.

Which explains why my eyebags look non-existent here.

I swear, the first thing I do after o's will be to sleep, serious lack of sleep nowadays yo.

Alright people, I won't be back for a long time.... :(

So I shall bid goodbye to this blog temporarily!

Although if you're really bored, you can visit like once a month, that'll prolly be my updating frequency LOL.

Ignore everything below, its for my own reference only. ;)

1905 - Japanese won Russo-Japanese war

1914 - Start of WW1

1915 - Tsar decided to take direct command in military

1917 - Fall of Tsar, rise of Provisional Government

1917 - October Revolution, Lenin overthrew Provisional Government

1919 - Paris Peace Conference (After WW1, Allied Powers)

1920s - USA immigration laws made Japanese unhappy

1921 - Red Army, led by Trotsky, won the civil war

1921/1922 - Washington Naval Conference

1927 - Unification of China

1928 - Japanese army bombed train and killed Zhang Zuo-Lin

1929 - Great Depression caused by Wall Street crash

1930 - London Disarmament Conference

1930 - Hamaguchi's government brought down, Hamaguchi assassinated

1931 - Mukden incident, 18 September

1932 - Inukai assassinated in May

1934 - Purges started

1936 - Old Bolshevik leaders like Kamenev and Zinoviev were put on show trials

1937 - War between China & Japan after Marco Polo Bridge Incident

1941 - Breakdown of Japanese-US talks (Nomura Kichisaburo & Cordell Hull)

1941 - Pearl Harbour attack by Japanese

1945 - Atomic bombs dropped on Hiroshima & Nagasaki

1945 - 9 August, Japan surrendered

1970s - Command economy started to show signs of inefficiency

1979 - USSR invaded Afghanistan

1981 - USA increased military expenditure, hoping to win arms race

1983 - USA introduced Strategic Defence Initiative, otherwise known as the 'Star Wars' Programme

1985 - Gorbachev came to power

1985 - 25 February, Gorbachev introduced perestroika

1987 - 11 June, Central Planning ended in USSR

1988 - Soviet troops were removed from Afghanistan and Eastern Europe

1988 - Cold war ended

1991 - 25 Dec, Gorbachev resigned, and USSR was broken up

18 minutes for inspiration.

2011-10-07T19:58:00.003+08:00

Why do we seem to be closer today, why does the last 4 years seem to have passed so fast? All those memories, for good or for bad, are staying. It's all a blur now, 4 years worth of memories in my mind, those times when we laughed together hysterically, hugged each other and cried, and ignored each other in our anger. When we clapped loudly today and wished ourselves luck, for 17 days later.

Excited murmurs could be heard all over the place. Whispered, hushed tones of voices, talking as if there was no tomorrow. Gradually, it subsided and there was complete silence. For that split second, there was no sound at all.

And then we did it. For all those reservations, all those second thoughts, did not matter now. For the very last time, we stood up, and sang the school song for the last time. Do you remember?

I posted this 4 years ago, in December 2007.

And now its time to say goodbye.

But remember, this is not the end yet - because the end only truly comes, when no one harbors any more feelings for this place where we spent 4 years of our life in.

1 more week~

2011-10-01T04:08:00.000+08:00

1 more week of mock papers.

2 weeks of study break.

3 weeks of olevels.

Wah the numbers are cool right, 1 2 3!

Anyway, 23 more days to the start of the end... and 44 days to the end.

Barely surviving.

2011-09-17T10:02:00.001+08:00

^leetle red riding hood!

5 more weeks to o's, ohmygod.

Just like what my post title is, (^), I HAVE TO GO BACK TO DOING EMATH/AMATH RIGHT AFTER THIS.

How pathetic is that? :\

But whatever, 2 more months and this nightmare will be over!

Time seems to pass so fast huh, where did the first half of the year fly to!?

Anyway, my post count for sept/oct will diminish drastically, as if it already hasn't~ :D
So yup, won't be posting so much anymore, I think max a few times a month. :-(
It's alright, I forgive you if my blog views decrease drastically too, but after o's must increase okay!
And if you're taking o's this year too, what're you still doing here!?
Go and stick your butt to the chair and continue dying.

Goodbye! :)

Friends? I think not in this lifetime. "It's been 4 years, why not just let it fade away with time?" I'll tell you why, because what we had, there was no closure, this is why it's still so awkward. And, first and foremost... I don't really want to lose a friend like this. But I guess, next lifetime, maybe?

Homies @ SCAPE.

2011-09-11T21:06:00.003+08:00

Okay, was actually supposed to be out for the whole weekend, but I ended up cancelling all my plans cause I'm so goddamn tired when morning rolls by. :-(

And yes, I sleep at 8am daily, so I guess that's why. LOL.

School's reopening, feel so guilty that I haven't really touched any work during the holidays....

But I'm gonna read geog later! :>

Yeah, the whole syllabus babeh. (Y)

Anyway, I even took my time to create a mini photo collage y'know!!

Look!

I'm suchha nice person right!! :>

Okayla, anyway, we met at admiralty, without marg & twinsoul... and with the exception of YOURS truly, everyone was horrendously late! T^T

We were supposed to meet at like, 11.20AM and we only managed to leave at 11.45AM. -____-!

Kinda awkward at first, but yeah, everyone started laughing at my stomach ache (i have no idea why its funny) and it was... okay thereafter. :>

Okay anyway, met up with marg & twinsoul at 313 and we walked this horrendously long way to scape.

SERIOUSLY, damn long ehhhh. :-\

Sakae sushi was empty, we're like the only people there omg. :-O!

Random foto of me and tricia, and owk & alr in the background! ^-^

And if you're wondering why this photo quality is so much better, i was using lin's camera LOL.

How can you compare a camera and an itouch!? -____-

Anyway, wandered around for some time before deciding to sing k at kbox!

AND Y'KNOW, the rooms at scape are mad cool, totally the best! (Y)

Okay idk if you can see clearly la, but its kinda more like a large bed than a sofa!

And the ten of us can sit side by side comfortably and have more than enough room to stick our legs out, BEST! (Y)

SO COOL RIGHT, imma converter already, I wanna go kbox instead of partyworld next time LOL.

Anyway, owk and twinsoul left halfway and the rest of us continued to sing for almost 5 hours. :D

I made another collage!! IAMCOOLGIRL95, \m/.

NO individual photos with owk cos he left at the unholy time of 4+pm, SEE LA DUDE.
Anyway, trained home at around 6+/7pm and only reached home at 8pm LOL.
Still, fun day out with them. (Y)
And probably like, idk, the last day of me going out because I've woken up at 5pm/6pm for the days after that LOL.

Kinda like the fact that we can still have fun together after 4 years, like what tricia said; it feels like no time has passed at all, like we're still in primary 6. But what I find ironic is that, we're actually from different classes, some from here, some from there, and what I find amazing is that we are still able to get along so well.

OKAY GOODBYE, I HAVE TO READ GEOG NOW. >:
xoxo

To hug you, to embrace my fallen courage.

2011-09-09T03:19:00.001+08:00

WARNING: extreme long post!

I decided to post because there're so many thoughts floating about in my brain right now and if I don't type it all out my brain will probably turn to mush cos there's so many things inside. >_>

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Came across this song just now! :D

and I think its darn nice! (Y)

好想再回到那些年的時光
回到教室座位前後　故意討妳溫柔的罵
黑板上排列組合　妳捨得解開嗎
誰與誰坐他又愛著她

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳　擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

Considering whether I should watch the movie after I finish this supposedly long-ass post.... :D

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Watched smurfs yesterday with 2 aliens! ^-^

My fave character in the show has to be...

But its so sad that he's kinda ostracized due to his... yah. :-(
Anyway I cried non-stop after papa smurf was captured, LOL.
Then the 2 aliens were looking at me with googly eyes, WHAT, I cry also cannot isit!? :-\
It was really really really very sad, even the happy ending was sad! -____-

Went for dinner @ yoshinoya with them thereafter before going home! :D

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Okay I'm lazy to continue already!
Sorry people, no long-ass post anymore. T^T
But since I'm so lazy to scroll up and delete the long-ass post thing, y'all will have to make do with this warning here HAHA.

But I'll blog tmr!!
Or at least once more before the holidays end because I wanna blog about the outing with homies @ SCAPE!
(no idk why we're called homies, i'm just copying what garyloh says LOL)

Ending off with a group picture! (although I look kinda unglam -____-!)
Well at least this will give me motivation to blog so that this foto can be pushed down LOL.
BUHBYE. <3

Gooooodmorning! B-)

2011-09-05T21:20:00.001+08:00

Realised my blog views went up quite alot recently... I wonder why? :o

ANYWAY, my guilty conscience overtook me and I have no choice but to post!

Interspersed with random pictures from here and there, mostly taken about 1000 years ago!

No I'm not lazy, but you know how much hard work it takes to connect my usb cable for itouch to the laptop!?

Step1: Unplug usb cable from power source

Step2: Crawl over to my bed

Step3: Plug it in
Step4: Click 'allow' for every single administrative detail my laptop feels the need to plague me with.

Step5: Open the damn folder and transfer everything to my laptop.

Step6: Have my itunes refuse to let me unplug my itouch because they are in the midst of forming a relationship with each other (a.k.a. syncing)

Step7: Unplug my itouch 100years later after it has broken up with itunes.

Step8: Crawl over to power source and plug my usb back in.

SEE, all the torture i go through just to upload some photos, jeesh! :-(

Anywayyyyy, school holidays is here yeaaaaaaah babeh!!! (Y)
Have to go back to skool for 2 days but nah, not complaining because I have 5 days to nua at home! <:
And it makes me feel hardworking doing mock papers, even if its just an ss paper on governance that idk what I'm writing because I haven't touched governance ever since kaur taught us in the beginning of last year. :D

(okay anyway i gave up threading all the pictures into this post because it's so..... annoying. and troublesome. they're all clustered at the bottom now! have a great time admiring my face. :D)

Anyway, back to the topic!
Am gonna have healthcare tmr and I hope that it will be something easy like 'NHS improved healthcare in Britain. DYA?' or something recognisable to me at least.... :-\
*crosses fingers*

Been talking to some primary school mates these few days... real cool feeling! (Y)
You know you're old when you turn to someone and say, oh, remember those times when we blahblahblah!?
Damn hilarious, cos within 1minute of reuniting with a bunch of other people, we managed to dig out our own secret and talk in riddles, ignoring other people in the conv. LOL.
Anyway, meeting up with them this thursday @ scape!
Suchha ulu place cos twinsoul (okeh, i admit. feels a little weird calling her this now. childish name, but if i say her name out it would prolly be weirder! come to think of it, i haven't called her by her real name for years already... i don't think it appears in this blog too. :o) moved to some condo at farrer park, rich girl yo.
Planning a chalet with gary too, how cool HAHAHAH. Tho it may fizzle out in the end, but ya... being able to communicate so well even after 4 years is already damn cool man. :D

Watching smurfs with alien, @pearlynl and alien number 2 on wednesday!
Omg so excited hahahaha been wanting to watch for ages, but no one wants to watch it! *glares menacingly*

Shall leave y'all with this for a while!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Enjoy the pictures, they make up 10k words. :>

Yay you made it here!
You can close my blog now, til' next time! <3

Reverberating voices

2011-08-30T14:27:00.004+08:00

The sun was dimly lit by the time it was 6 in the evening. This place was empty, devoid of warmth. Finding my way through the overgrown grass, I headed towards the great oak tree. It was bare now, stripped of its leaves, looking vulnerable. Putting my hand onto the rough bark, I gently patted the tree that had to be 30 times my height.

"Do you remember me? I remember you, you know. I remember how we... how we used to have picnics under you, how we climbed up your bark..." My voice trailed off as I saw in the distance a group of guys running after a ball. My breath caught in my throat, as I stared at what was in front of me, letting all the memories loose like a scarf trailing in the wind.

How we used to eat ice-cream together, and I would always take his after finishing mine...

How we used to fit together so perfectly, my head in the crook of his neck, his hand finding mine...

How he used to whisper sweet-nothings in my ear...

How he always tutored me when the exams were coming...

Lying down in the wet grass, I stared at the setting sun and the rising moon. I should have been afraid, very afraid, for I was practically blind in the dark. But I laid there anyway, and stared, a million memories rushing through my mind, the memories that I had locked away.

After some time, I became aware of a presence beside me. I knew, but I didn't turn to look. We laid in companionable silence until the sun had disappeared from the horizon, until the moon came out, and the stars twinkled happily in the night sky.

"There used to be a girl... A girl I loved very much." The body beside me spoke up. "We used to do everything together, she was my everything... I loved her so." The voice stopped as suddenly as it had started., as I continued to stare at the dark blue sky brokenly, feeling compelled to listen to this till the end. "Then one day... reality happened. I want to find her back, I really do... Do you, by any chance, know her?"

The memories, now firmly locked in my mind, were banging on the door, pleading for me to let them out. My heart ached, physically ached, as if it was going to split apart. My head felt like someone had been hammering at it for eternity, from the inside. Pulling myself up, I brushed the twigs and leaves off myself before whispering, "I used to.".

Then the world went black.

I could never find the words to say, to you.

2011-08-28T01:02:00.002+08:00

Never Had A Dream Come True - S Club 7

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye

Heard this song on the radio todeh and was pleasantly surprised at the memories that ran through me. B-)

This is like one of the first english songs I ever liked, so yeah flashback much.~ :D

Was choosing which part of the lyrics I should put in... but I realised every line is just too meaningful, so I put everything in - GENIUS! (Y)

OKAY, watching presidential elections now, waiting for the results to be announced.... :O

Seems like TCB/TT gonna win = INSTANT HAPPY. <:

Although a larger part of my heart wants TT to win, TCB is not bad also, so... yeah. ^.^

On the other hand, my sleeping habits have been quite erratic lately. :-(

I sleep like right after I get back from skool, and spend the rest of the night like some nocturnal animal skulking around after dark. :|

And for the last week I've been sleeping 3-6 hours per day... and the weird thing is, I DON'T FEEL TIRED. *.*

Yeahhhh I'm superwoman babehhhh. (Y)

Nolah, joke only LOL.

I mean the superwoman part.

Not the sleeping part.

Anyway, last paper next wednesday, shall take a short break to celebrate before continuing to study because olevels is in... 57 days I THINK.

Goodbye. :D

* reading my livejournal out of boredom and am finding it relatively new to me. why was I so emotional like emo-nemo/disgustingly happy in the past!? -_-

** am typing this while sitting on a towel laid out on the ground and with my laptop on the towel for 3hours already. and my batt still not flat yet. AND my laptop hasn't overheated! Yknow why, because towels have air in between its seams and it is a bad conductor of heat. HAHA too much physics for me bleaghhh.

OKAY, really going already! Byebye. <:

Prelims + Oral

2011-08-20T17:12:00.003+08:00

Listening to thomas the tank engine again cos I found it on plxy's blog, omg sho cute. :-)

Okay actually I just came online to watch my show, but I thought I'd be a nice owner and update too! :D

Mad happy about the schedule next next week please! :>

29 Aug - Skool holiday (Presidential election)

30 Aug - Public holiday (Hari Raya Puasa)

31 Aug - Chem Paper 1 (1hour!)

1 Sept - Laoshi day celebration

2 Sept - Skool holiday (Laoshi day)

And best of all... 5 - 10 Sept is skool holidays again MUAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Okeh damn shuang, and I hope laoshis won't have time to call us back for extra lessons pleaseeeeee. :-)

On a damn sad note, 69 more days to olevel OMG.

Yes I koped the number of days from aggie's fb LOL.

Finished oral day before yesterday, really damn relieved. (Y)

Pray I can get at least merit, if not I made all the examiners laugh for nothing! T^T

Was the last in my group, but its actually okay yknow, cos...

1. The examiners are super nice and kept smiling at me. B-)

2. ttws, ydf and vyyy to accompany me throughout the 2hours. :D

Such nice people to entertain me throughout, kept joking nonstop and helped me forget about oral LOL.

Didn't screw up majorly so I guess it was okay overall? :o

Don't feel like talking about prelim cos its held in classroom.

Damn sad k, totally no feel while doing papers. :-(

Anw, peekture in geog paper major lousy quality.

Kept repeating same purpose for history.

Almost didn't finish my compo.

Ss sbq damn screwed.

Amath can only pray to pass.

So yes, these are the few sentences I'm leaving you with! :D

Goodbye darlingzxzx. <:

Goodmorning! B-)

2011-08-13T21:49:00.002+08:00

Just read a post about how blog posts nowadays are mostly about the author apologizing for not posting, instead of actual content, so yes, ACTUAL CONTENT todeh, babeh! :>

Supposedly prelim2 starts in...4 days time.

Yea, like omg can you believe it, I haven't studied at all, I SWEAR.

And yes, people, don't laugh at me if I don't top chem/phy/geog hor.

I will beat you up if you do so, because I have never felt so unprepared for an exam in my life before. D:

lkc showed us this video yesterday:

Actually its really quite inspiring yknow!
And the tune is really quite catchy and cool too... "Never, never, never give up even though the going's tough. Don't stop trying when you're tiring and you're out of puff"

Anyway, went for ss lecture at the grand time of 9am todeh!
Yez, so proud of myself to be able to wake up at this time on a weekend, cool or cool? :D
Got people sick orhhhhh, with stomach bug and fever. Hao sad. >:
To digress.....
I think the new youtube video format is really cool (look above ^) LOL.

Okay, I promise a new update whenever I find the time to chiong study finish my materials okehhh!
New addiction: Sharetea's pudding milk tea, Cupwalker's pudding milk tea, Gongcha's milk tea + pudding.
Yes, got trend one LOL.
I think cupwalker's is most worth, one big cup for $1.60, but sharetea's pudding is (Y)... and I like gongcha's milk tea.
Okehh, I buy cupwalker most of the time anyway cos its more convenient.

Shall go cram USSR(Stalin), Japan(Fascism), IK + NI + SL + D&D into my puny brain now.
Buhbye :D

Depressed

2011-08-06T00:51:00.000+08:00

Been feeling rather down recently, and yeah, nothing I can do to change my feelings, my mood.

Supposed to be a happy period of time for me, but well, all I can say is I brought it upon myself.

No matter what happens, I deserve it. :(

Now its too late to turn it around

2011-07-23T13:06:00.000+08:00

Hello booboos!

My internet has been acting bitchy since prelims ended. :'(

And yes, this means I'll be updating less frequently until its fixed - but idk when it'll stop pms-ing. >:

Totally sad y'know, no way of relieving my boredom by checking out trashy sites! :|

But anyway, I still update on twitter frequently because blackberry supports twitter ultra-much! :D

Soooo, yes.

I hope my bitchy internet allows me to post this!

Bye. <3

No other way when it comes to the truth.

2011-07-19T20:42:00.001+08:00

^ Watched it in a relatively empty cinema cos we caught the 11.25 showing! ;)

Initially quite :( about watching it cos I insisted I didn't see HBP and DH1.... but after the movie started I realised that I did see it. -____-

Anyway, the movie is like damnnnnnnn awesome and cool, must-watch with 5 stars pleaseeeee. :D

And everything was like mad saddening cos... Okeh, shall not reveal spoilers!

Just that its totally worth it, go watch! (Y)

But totally wasted the day, cos after the show, went to gaigai and came back home... AND FELL ASLEEP UNTIL 6.

Pro or pro, you tell me!? >:

Anywayyyy, will get back some results tmr I guess...?

Doomsday LOL.

If I don't post anymore, you'll know what happened to me, right? TuT

Going to enjoy my (shortlived) freedom nao~ :D

Goodbye humanoids!

*This song is cool! (Y)

Keep Holding On - Glee

Keep going on~

2011-07-15T19:58:00.004+08:00

Love the pack of stickers from tp so much that I pasted one on my calculator LOLOL. B-)

Cannot bear to use the others yet, sooo yeah. :P

2 more dreaded papers before prelim 1 ends!

So looking forward to freedom, albeit a temporary one. :(

Random stuff that I can't fit into anywhere:

1. Thong said our class only 4 people passed amath paper 1! EMO MAX. :(

2. Went back to co today and realised I totally forgot how to play houtu. Shadier even worse.

3. Around 1 more month to prelim 2. YES, SO FAST.

4. I realised http://draft.blogger.com revamped their site! So chio now!

5. Exams in hall = (Y). Aircon and nobody beside me ftw. :D

6. Cleaned up my room, so neat and tidy now!

7. I WANT TO WATCH HP DEATHLY HALLOWS 2.

8. Am bored now. :(

K byebye people.

Will be back soon. <:

i'm sorry

2011-06-29T22:41:00.001+08:00

What do you do when your world has been turned upside down in just a second, by just a few words?
I always wanted to be the kind of person who has substance, good ol' substance that can amaze others, wow bystanders.
Now, I'm not sure.
Because if I have to go through this shit, if people around me are getting hurt, riling up right now, I'd rather life be back to normal.

Do you know how it feels when someone you've known for almost your whole life turns out to be wearing a mask, for the entire time you've known him/her?
How it feels like to be repulsed by, saddened at stuff like this?

I hope this is just a dream, a nightmare.
Something I will wake up from very soon.
Because I've found out, I don't have the courage to go through this.

I'm sorry that you've treated me like an idiot, pretending that I do not know anything.
Or more specifically, I'm sorry for always acting like I don't know anything, for appearing more stupid than I am.

I'm sorry. I need a break. Now.

KL

2011-06-24T04:30:00.000+08:00

Very lazy to type, so yeah.. point form for this post! :)

- Took a longass bus trip there, then walked all of 10minutes past KLCC to papi's apartment. :D

- Went to KLCC's... supermarket LOL. Then started ooh-ing and aah-ing at those cute japanese stuff and overbought.

- Nasi Briyani for dinner (Y)

- Then we played maple's jump quest until sleeping at 1+am. LOL.

- Woke up and went for a swim! That kuku doesn't know how to swim hahahaha. :D

- Came back, washed up and dapao food back to eat. LOL so lazy yes. x.x

- Okkk anyw, papi brought us out for chicken wings + stingray + crab! So blissfuuuuuuuul. :)

- Came back and mapled again wtf LOL.

- Went to sungei wang and bought stuff! Well not alot lah, poor mah. :(

- Ate this very cheap and nice congee! :D

- Came back and went to the gym for about 20minutes, we are cool kiddos. (Y)

- Packed stuff and roll about here and there before slping. :)

-inserts imaginary picture-

- Took the longass bus trip home again.

- Watched hello kitty on the bus cos i brought the cd and kuku was embarrassed. -.- Because the ppl siting behind us can see the video, then I think they were laughing or something. -.- SO CUTE CAN, why laugh!?

- Dapao subway back home! :D

- Then he came back for awhile, then momma sent him home. :)

As you can see, I am very lazy now.

But at least I updated. ^^

Buffet tmrrrrrrrrrr, excited!

ROAR.

Byebye :)

taeyeon!

2011-06-23T01:15:00.000+08:00

Was just randomly playing my youtube playlist while suffering through physics, when I heard run devil run play...

And I looked up to see taeyeon! :D

Yknow right, I first saw her in run devil run, then I thought she was real cool and all...

Who knows she usually has a cute image. D:

I think she looks better with that cool look! (Y)

Nice right!

Okay actually I think I'm very weird, normally girls will like hawt guys from kpop or something... but I like her. LOL.

Not those type of obsessive like, like I know what she likes, what's her fave colour all those laaaaa, I'm not a stalker!

I just think she's cool. B-)

And tbh I don't really recognise any guys in kpop... they all look the same with a pretty-boy look and yeah, I cannot differentiate them LOL.

Shall update about malaysia next time teeheeeeheeeeheeeheeee goodbai! :)

~

2011-06-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

Nothing to report for this week!

Just nua-ing around, going out a few times, snoring at home like a pig, and of course... STUDYING. (Y)

lazy to elabo now, shall pack for KL trip already!

Ohyes, if you didn't know until now, going for KL trip with kukuuuuuuuuz to papi's apartment!

Excitedddddd hahahahahahahah!

Goodbye! ;)

Belated X 1000 update!

2011-06-14T20:31:00.000+08:00

Yezzz I'm finally writing about POP! :D

Actually I'm really lazy to get my ass off the bed and relive everything, but I know I will want to read this in the future, so yeah! <:

I painstakingly took a minute out of my busy schedule to combine the fotos, such dedication ya? :D

If you're really bored, you can play spot the difference! How thoughtful can I be? :D

Okay anyw, these were taken while we were in the co room, waiting for them to finish their surprise in the lt. ;)

Otw way up, there were all those random notes saying 'jiayou for olevels, we'll miss you!' etc.

Feel kinda bad for the notes cos most of us only stopped to read for a moment and walked off LOL. :|

Stoned for a loooooong time in the lt before finally commencing, me and yr were like... "i'm so bored!" "yeah i'm bored tooo!" "let's do something!" "okay what?" "idk... i'm so bored!" LOL.

*okay I just went to be a stalker on fb and I saw something totally shocking laaaaaa omg!*

Anywayyyyy, it finally started and its kinda cool! :)

Lesser unglams than last year = (Y)!

But I think the coolest part is when they acted out the skit, SO ALIKE PLEASE. :P

And the saddest part is the video they screened in the dark ohmy. Actually it was still kinda fine until they screened the last part. Something like, "We'll always welcome you back, and we won't forget you".

Touching X 1000000000!

Then I was feeling so touched and about to tear... but the lights came on. So, yah. :D

Me, kang, bwen and twinny went down and happily ate our meefen/chaofan, waiting for people to serve us our bbq food. :D

If you're wondering where're the rest... Well, we are the NEVER CRY GANG.

So yeahhh, nom on food first. :)

Played huddle and watergame after that!

Watergame was abit zzz at first, but then it became a free for all... AND POTATO SMASHED A WATERBOMB RIGHT INTO MY FACE. :(

Anyw, became totally wet so yaahhhh.

Took fotos with sec4s and some alumnis, stoned around and watched frog getting bullied. :)

Anyway finally finished showering at around 12midnight, and found a spot in the co room! :D

So happy yknow, the spot is the coziest of all i think! <3

Yeahhh, played level up with them until 3 plus, I think I rock at that game hahahahah! (Y)

And I kept reciting that chem conclusion stuff, brother pretended he's really annoyed but kept asking me to repeat it. -____-

Until 3 plus, me and yr totally buey tahan already cuz they're playing dizu and we don't really understand the game... So we went off to sleep! :)

Fell asleep with a cozy feeling in my heart, awwww. <3

Next day, had to wake up like 7 in the morning and listen to Marife Cruz Yap's lecture for 3hours.

CAN DIE, SRSLY.

OMG Just spent an hour blogging, have to do and take care of my chem already.

Kthxbye. <3

<3

2011-06-10T22:00:00.001+08:00

mylove, <3.

Have you wondered which is worse?

2011-06-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

Saying something and wishing you hadn't, or saying nothing and wishing you had.

I think that saying nothing and wishing you had is worse. If you gather up your courage to say something, and you fail, so be it. Learn from that mistake, why don't you? If you don't say anything, 10 years down the road, you will still be wondering. "What if... I had said something?" You regret sealing your mouth so tight then, and wish you could turn back time. But too bad, time waits for no man. If you accidentally blurt out something you didn't mean to say, so be it. Treat it as a lesson. Although you cannot rescind your words, you can always apologize for them. If they don't accept it, then fine. Those who matter don't mind, and those who mind don't matter anyway.

Which of these options would you prefer?

心像冰淇淋渐渐融化

2011-06-03T19:21:00.000+08:00

Show Luo is so cuteeeeeeee. <3

It was only just a dream~

2011-06-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

I painstakingly emailed all the fotos in my itouch to the laptop cos i'm soooo goddamn lazy to use the usb cable. >:

And I ended up transferring a total of 2 peektures!!!

I KNOW I'M HARDWORKING. \m/

Anyway, went for ice-skating with kuku on (inserts date). :))))))

Its like rollerblading - but with a cool wind and you feel scared when you look at the skates cuz they might just accidentally slice off your hand or something.

OHMYGOD I JUST VISUALIZED THAT IN MY HEAD AND I REALISED ITS DISGUSTING. :(

Anyway yeahhhhh, my endurance is sadly... T.T

Starting: YEAHHHH IMMA COOL KIDDO. *skates around gracefully just in case handsome dudes are watching*

30 minutes later: Oooooh let's take a break. :(

1 hour later: I'm tiiiiiiired but idw to waste my moneyyyyyy. *skates around ungainly*

1.5 hours later: OWWWW I FELL DOWN and i scraped my arm and twisted my leg. *sad puppy face*

2 hours later: YEZZZZ time's up! :D

Andddd yknow I'm so jealous of kuku. :(

He's never bladed or skated before... and yet he started skating around gracefully when he stepped onto the ice. :(

LIKE SERIOUSLY, DUDE? :(

So jealous of his coordination skills. :(

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Went to yr's house on (inserts date again)

FUN X 100000000000000000000 LOL.

Went to buy KOI (<3) and took a bus there! :D

Don't really remembered how her house looks like... But we played mahjong + level up + laughing like asses! <:

I'm actually quite pro at level up yknow... But I kept talking to the wrong people and THEY ALL SABOTAGED ME.

Like seriously, ALL AIM ME LOR. :(

Just because they want me to talk to xxx (N). T.T

Okay, because pearlyn also lost (SHE DAMN NOOB HAHAHAHAH) then we did our forfeits together. :(

"Guess what color bra i wearing! Guess correct I give you a potato!"

"Your brothers ah, who is the most playboy? Does he take his dear to the hotel?"

TOTALLY BUEYTAHAN LOR, laughed like shitzx!

Okay am kope-ing some peektures nao....

OKAY BYE BYE I'm off to sleeeeeeep! :)

:(

2011-05-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

AM SO SO SO SO SORRY.

Promise I will update asap, like tomorrow or something.

Meanwhile, entertain yourselves with this picture of me and hunny! <:

Will be back soon, real sooooooon! :)

我们曾经哭泣，也曾共同欢笑。

2011-05-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

你我为了理想，历尽了艰苦。

Used to catch this show on cable tv last time, i think the storyline of this serial is coooool! (Y)
Basically it just chronicles the life of 4 girls from when they're young until they're in their 30s, so you're just watching them grow up... but i still like it anyway! <:

life-changing decisions

2011-05-20T21:47:00.003+08:00

we all face them, don't we? :)

I've had people telling me, yes, you should apply for DSA, they'll want you!

And, just give it a chance! You can always reject it if you don't want it.

But imho, I think I'll reject the offer even if I apply, so what's the use of going to all the trouble? :\

Been thinking alot, and I realised its not the prestige of the college that matters to much to me - but the environment, the course I want.

On the other side of the spectrum, I've had people telling me, bet ya 10 bucks you'll still go to NYJC. :)

And I can't rebutt, because I know that's me.

Ultimately, I'm not cut out for this studying thing. :(

I'm sorry, but this is the cold hard truth.

And you, stop telling me I'm not living up to my potential, and that I do not know what I want.

I might not know, but do you?

I might just want to be an average joe who is happy enough in an average life, have you realised?

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Okay, cheerier stuff ahead!

CCHYCO GwH's celebration was today! :)))))))))

Aw, the food was so nice, and I felt like a pig gobbling down all those munchies... "but that's what a buffet is for what!" - quoted from my dear frog. HAHAHAHA.

Mucked about in co room while waiting, hafta say I really miss the feeling and the atmosphere and the people... :(

Wrote the card for zls, and we gave it to him in the canteen.

So happy that he likes it, and shuhui is awesome! (Y)

Felt that heart-wrenching feeling in my heart throughout... but well, good things always have to come to an end, don't they? <:

When one door of happiness closes, another is opened. But all too often, we linger at the closed door for far too long, too long; in fact, to notice that another door has been opened for us, and that all we have to do is to cross that threshold to open up another world of possibilities.
Carpe diem, people!

Leaving with pictures of me and alien! :)

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She stared at the receding silhouette until it disappeared out of her line of vision. Things weren't supposed to turn out this way, were they? Why did it feel like it was her fault, her fault once again? True, it took two hands to clap, but why did it always feel that she was the only one who cared, the only one who needed him?

"I will not cry," Biting her lip, she made a 180 degree turn and started running off. She was being melodramatic, she knew. But which girl wouldn't like to see fairytales coming true - especially if it meant that he would run up behind her, pull her into a deep hug, and ending off with an eloquent apology?

this time round, i won't cry.

2011-05-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

^ so jealous la they're so sweet together! <:
& yes i koped this from pearlyn's blog - hi pearlyn! i'm your regular stalker. ^^

had health check today, all last minute stuff and we thought we'd have to take off our shirts for backbone checks. :(
ended up didn't have to do so, YAY. :)
but the nurse was... idk, not in a right frame of mind? :o
its a euphemism for crazy - yay i learnt something in english today! :DD

nurse: what's your name?
jw: jw.
nurse: full name la! i need to know your surname also right! ask you name give me full name very hard ah!?
jw: oh, yjw.
nurse: monitor! see ah, your classmates not cooperative, later you drop ten okay!
nurse: go inside and take off your shirt.
jw: why?
nurse: ask why for what! don't ask questions just do what i say! i say go in and take off means go in and take off okay!

poor jw. but he's really blur hahahahaha so well... :P

chinese mock was a failure, never saw such weird questions in my life before.
i couldn't read half the words in the question, (Y).
supposedly had some ICT thing after school but it was cancelled yayyyyyy. :)
she cheated our feelings anyway, it was supposed to be during curriculum time!

anyway so mami came and picked me up and we sent papi off! :)
and bought subway back, nomnomnomnom.

okay i'm really lazy to type and will prolly transfer the photos to my laptop another time.
like... 100 years later. :)
ohwait i just trolled fb and found a picture of me! :

goodbye! *sends flying kisses*

SORRY.

2011-05-14T21:51:00.000+08:00

Now no feel to blog already, soooo sorry sweeties! :(

i swear i wanted to blog yesterday! but blogger was being an idiot, aw.

anyway, got cca report slip yesterday, sums up everything that has occurred in your past 4 years in the school!

so yeah, if you get 25 its an A1. :))))

wasn't really hoping for much, cos i admit, i pon alot of publicity last year, and performances this year. :(((((

but i ended up getting... *drumrolls* 31 points!

I'M KICKASS AWESOME. (Y)

and i have 136.50 CIP hours logged, feel so happy when i see a triple digit!

okay la, its the publicity talks that pulled me up so much, but well.... i still think i'm awesome, \m/

anyway, went to marina country club for shabu shabu today, the food is.... beyond heavenly. :))))

okay i'm suddenly lazy to type already.

goodbye!

waves

2011-05-09T20:41:00.000+08:00

HELLO. :)

sorry i'm not more interesting today, but i've just came back from the library, spent like 7 hours there? TOTALLY BUEYTAHAN I TELL YOU. okay nvm will post another time.

GOODBYE. :)

i am not an airhead.

2011-05-08T23:40:00.001+08:00

who thinks i am one anyway, HUH HUH HUH!?

watched election news until the last grc was announced, not really very surprising, but the results was better than i expected! :D

& fyi, yes, i'm pro PAP. <:

George Yeo, (Y).

was so disappointed when yam ah mee announced that he lost. :'(

and yes, i bawled like some idiot when he was making his speech. now people, THAT, is a true gentlemen.

one who accepts defeat graciously, and is enough of a gentlemen to congratulate the winner - even when he has lost his job and his district.

Chiam See Tong, (Y).

very strong, very brave, and has really contributed alot to singapore, despite the fact that he's from the opposition and don't really have much power.

really salute him for contesting in this time's election, even though he knows the chances of winning may be slim.

anyway, really dislike the underhanded methods some parties use to shoot each other.

like, can you be more civilized please!?

yes, you can profess to hear the people's voice, stand up for them - how true is that, i don't really care.

but why resort to slamming others in order to make yourself look better?

real classy act, people.

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anyway, happy mothers' day mummy! :)

<3 <3 <3!

xoxo.

hello!

2011-05-03T20:02:00.000+08:00

long time since i've posted a proper post! :o

sadly, today will not be the day cos i only have 5 minutes to update. LITERALLY.

okay.... so, went to the library on sunday!

it marks the first time ever i camped in the library for 7 hours; 10am - 5pm.

YES I KNOW, crazy right!

first time i got to sit at table instead of being cramped on floor too, imma cool kid! B-)

singaporeans are real kiasu, they all stand there and wait for the library to open while complaining... and when it is opened they all chiong in like what, great singapore sale. -_____-

OKAYLAH, i did stand there and complain, but at least i didn't rush in!

must 保持形象 yknow, i'm demure! :)

talked and crap and did stuffs for 7 hours there.

AND STUDY TOO K. hardworking hoh? <:

went to nex todeh after school, it never fails to awe me with its monstrous size and variety of fooooood omg!

TOTAL FOOD HEAVEN CAN?

spamming food all the way, before realizing that it has many floors and explored it from top to bottom! <:

saw lots of cute stuff, but i have no money to buy... awwww $.$

i shall save up my money and buy nex up someday. SOMEDAY.

SHITZZZZ ITS 8.02PM LIAO.

shall leave y'all with this foto of me and kuku kthxbye.

我会。。。

2011-04-28T18:38:00.000+08:00

竭尽所能，不会因为那么一个小小的挫折而被打倒。

因为，我相信，我是办得到的。

CCHYCO.

2011-04-21T22:09:00.002+08:00

this is it.

CCHYCO, Gold with Honours.

Do you still remember our secondary 1 days? When we entered co, knowing no one, feeling out of place in such a foreign environment. As cheesy as it is, I still remember it. Clearly. Vividly. Etched in my mind. We were so excited, sitting down on the carpeted floor, feeling so nervous yet excited while the seniors introduced the instruments to us, one by one.

Although there were some painful memories from back then, I like to think of it as one of life's lessons. No, I don't blame anyone for what occurred, I guess it was just the circumstances. But, no one likes to be reminded that they are redundant. I still remember, there was one day where i entered the co room, crying my eyes out. It was cheuktow and junhong that pulled me aside. Talked sense into me. Did not blame me at all, but rather, made me understand.

Do you remember 2009? The first ever syf with CCHYCO. I was so nervous, so nervous. 赵老师 pinned so much hope on us. We were given so many tasks to accomplish. Yet, I looked forward to going to co everyday. I was so happy, so delightfully indulging in all the love CCHYCO gave. ;) (Don't deny, i know you've felt it too.) The performance itself was indescribable. For that short duration, I forgot about attaining GwH, i forgot about the stress, I only remember, the music.

"We'll paint a picture so perfect with the music we play."

I don't deny, at the beginning of this year, I was dispirited, almost convinced that we wouldn't be able to maintain our standard. Thank god I persevered, seriously. I remember feeling so despondent, so lacking in motivation, wanting to just throw in the towel and be done with it. But in the end, amidst all these feelings of despondency, happiness, confusion, CCHYCO, we've found ourselves once again.

During the performance, I wanted to cry. I really did. You know the overwhelming feeling when you it suddenly hits you that; Yes, this is what I have been preparing for, slogging for all this while. And this... will probably mark the end of the journey, the last time ever. Going onstage, grinning happily like a doofus. Giving a weak smile, nodding determinedly. We'll do it, whatever it takes, we'll show what CCHYCO is made of.

"Today, is the end of our journey. Hand in hand, we're gonna cross the finishing line today, later, as a family, as a bonded orchestra."

"Let the music flow in you, and the music you play, will naturally inspire people."

2 years ago, we attained Gold with Honours as a family, all together as one. 2 years later, we've proven our capability once more. But this time, its different. There's no 'next time' to look forward to anymore, no 'once again' to prove anymore. We have put in our best effort, our very best. Now, its time to let go gracefully, beautifully.

CCHYCO, ♥.

2.

2011-04-17T20:56:00.000+08:00

seven hundred and thirty days. :)

♥

CCHYCO. :)

2011-04-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

3 more days, baby!

to the end of this journey, the second trip with cchyco down this road. :')

this was us two years ago. <:

and i hope we can achieve this 3 days later too. <3

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first and last sectional dinner with the girls today, awwwww.

totally cool please, did many crazy things during dinner, hahahahah. :P

aaaaaand yep, i'll miss them manymany, after seeing them twice a week for 3/4 years! :(

many alumnis popped by today, some people really never change even after a few years! :)

real happy to see them, really miss some of them alot, especially towy. :(

*points to myself* - *make heartshape sign* - *points to you* <:

although it wasn't a good start for me in cchyco - remember what happened 3 years back? - i think this is the best ending i can hope for, with everyone running towards the goal together, finishing this long marathon.

goodbye. ;)

no regrets. :)

2011-04-09T17:40:00.000+08:00

yeap, last sports day was yesterday, and sadly, i did not take any peektures! :(
so this foto above is for your viewing pleasure! :D

hmmm, ran for sports day yesterday!
though its only one 4 x 400 team event, its memorable much cos its the first time i've ran for sports day LOL.
hehhhh, yupppz love teammates much - valerie, vivian and fiona!
yes we can do it, we didn't get last, hohoho. :P

rest of the day quite uneventful, and didn't have much of a piknik cos joey lost her potato chips to idk-where and i forgot to take my che lun bing out! :(
but that squeeze to eat thing was rather cool. <:

co was okay, i think i'm losing my sense of humour already!
cos people'll find things funny and laugh, while i'll sit there and go like: why is it funny? ._____.
anyway, 10 more days yep, reaching the end of this long marathon already. :)

goodbye. ^-^

and in the end, i realise

2011-04-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

that its not because i don't think as much, or that i have lesser to say now.

its merely because i do not feel the need to share every aspect of my life with the whole world already.

in other words, i am ~~lazy~~ busy. ;)

luffluff. <:

although i'm not a believer,

2011-04-04T21:00:00.002+08:00

but this is pretty cool, i think. :)